1. to save lives, open up Singapore to the TCM world
2. to lead a happy and fulfilling life with baobei, have three children, and tour the world!

this is so inspiring...haha but its prob a super old clip. just happened to come across this blog with this clip. i believe even the more, that having a different perspective is how some people lead a different life from the rest...

this is the truth.

if we turn things upside down

we can't be the best country in the world

i would be lying to you if i said that

argentina has a great future ahead

that we will be a safe country

that our economy will be strong

that our children will be healthy, get an education, and have jobs

before anything you must know

our country does not deserve such things

and i am convinced of this because i know the argentine people

corruption and hypocrisy are in our nature

i refuse to believe under any circumstances that

we could be a great country in the coming years

thanks to the people's votes

this country is sinking to new depths but

there are even more surprises to come

argentina has only one destiny

and whether you like it or not

this is what is real

.
Lopez Murphy

For President

- you should know i believe exactly the opposite. -

(PS. view the clip to understand this)

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anyways, a quick update.

been cookin new things, shall talk more abt them aftr quiz on nxt nxt mon. recently keep missing lessons, just feel v taxed n annoyed with myself, maybe its hormone imbalance or more likely stress that arised frm every possible little way. sighs. but doesnt mean tt im not happy leh. its like, so many mood swings, its just pissing me off.

today was good thou. had a real nice "workout" at the greenhouse w roger, huiping and huimin regarding preparation of "stuff" for our fyp. really glad that our seniors and people at Global (its just a name for a chem lab. haha sound so pro..) are genuinely nice and sincere and hardworking, the type of pple i look up to (but dont really aim to become, cuz its abit no life...) but i feel that i can trust them and work w them, n i promise i would try hard to make them proud of me too! ganbatte! anyways my ferns look so poor thing, so many dead so i had to replant so many of them, but it was super fun digging w my nails n stuff, haha n sweating! was quite happy when baobei told me i look abit tanner after the 4-hr "workout"... kinda lookin forward to my next meetup w my pretty little silver ferns n brake ferns! Grow Grow Grow! *muack*

had sakae buffet w baobei just now in sch! haha i think this is the very first time both of us went there for buffet while NOT feelin hungry at all -_____- but we still ate quite abit. aha juz tt we planned to eat it the whole wk alrdy, so we went ahead, but dun feel gian at all. funny. errr.. (maybe u dun understand what i mean, but, oh wells, nvm)

Happy 29 Months BaoBei MOJA MOJA! im sorry recently i find myself too self-absorbed to do anything special for you except ~cooking~! i hope u feel the love thru my food, even thou they are not superbly nice or extremely hard to cook... im troubled w the thought that i have to buck up on revision for the past three yrs stuff to be a gd doc, as well as catch up w some of the lects ive missed over the past weeks. just darn sian. aiya. its juz another emo phase. i'll survive :D *hugs* thanks for putting up w me! i love the way ur always there for me~

and to mummy (i know u wont see this, but i still wanna say): even thou i always quarrel w u, even thou i know we can nvr agree on the things we discuss, i will still try to communicate w u, cuz the verbal exchange is prob the most genuine thing/opinion i can ever get frm anyone. ur the one who stands up to my views the most, the one i usually lose to in an argument (i wont admit that to u thou, HAHA). i know, i will miss this feeling when im gone, away in beijing, or when... one day ur gone. im sorry i havent been making effort to make your days memorable except to put a huge load of misery into ur life. i hope nxt time when i become a true doc i can make ur life easier in one way or another. stay healthy and wait for me! i love the times we stay up into the night just taking abt random things, things like gossiping abt dajie erjie n korkor n auntis, the recent stunts she learnt in taichi or dancing classes or exercise classes, the juicy tidbits regardin yang3sheng1, my future life w tcm n baobei, etc etc. and, im ashamed of myself in a way. i dont think i've ever told you that i love you. n i dunno if i ever will find the courage to tell u, after so many years...

i do recognize flaws in our family which dont seem to occur in some of the other families i see, things probably like cohesiveness and generosity, but i do appreciate the loads of love and care showered upon us, upon me, which i can see, is greatly lackin in some of my friends. every family has their own probs, but i think in my case, the good things outweigh the bad ones, n even thou i think ive complained quite a fair bit in the past, in retrospect, im happy that my mummy is my mummy, n not just any other mummy! hope u will enjoy ur 59th bdae! im too broke to get u anything (anyways ur DAMN hard to please also, HAHA) so i shall make u a mega card! muahahaha~ the last teeny card i wrote her was at least 5 years back. =(

sighz. a bad girl.

^the Queen^

is emo-ing at 5am again.