Wednesday, March 11, 2009
♥ another emo day
this is one of those "emo" days, starting with me waking up not feeling like going sch at all, so... i din go. muahaha! its another horrible tues with 6hrs of chinese, but this time its a 名老 lecturing us. oh wells, i guess he's good but his lects are simply not focused regardin what to study n what not, so its really tiring listening to him. or maybe its just me. its me who is feeling lost, feeling that... my knowledge regarding 中医 is so superficial, everything we learn from basics to herbs to fangs to all the famous things the famous pple said are just so "走马看花". its so annoying! im so pissed at myself.
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and all those times i sat up, scolded myself, and started some serious "all-over" revision, i'll simply give up after... prob one wk, and if im persistent enough, two weeks. what a joke. so much for wanting to save lives.
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i'll try harder this time.
less facebook.
less baobei-baobei.
less sleeping.
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period of time trial:
until the end of this month, n then i'll revise my plans again.
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养生之道, method of the month：
wake up 730am frm mon-fri to enjoy the fresh air! sleep by 1230am unless im feeling super hardworking, which i will slp latest 230am.
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miscellaneous things to do:
buy baobei's present, plan baobei's celebration, make mummy's bdae card, learn how to cook nicer food (green bean soup, especially, as well as 玉米soup with milk and porridge, curry chicken, macaroni, nicer half-boiled eggs), make more effort to practice physics b4 tuition... WOW, seems like a super long list =X
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on a lighter note, i think ive secured my fyp project! heh heh think the prof quite like me also, at least i can think on her frequency. i dun like klaus tt type, talk super slowly den in the end u dun really noe what he saying, or kclun tt type, so snobbish n full of himself, this doc tan is really passionate abt plants n her students, n i think i'll have a v fulfilling time under her n doc yong, provided i work hard n dun slack! heh. its abt arsenic in rice and using ferns to absorb the harmful arsenic such tt the rice we eat is less toxic. actually its more for pple living in bangladesh areas la, cuz there higher arsenic pollution, mostly thru presence of arsenic in herbicides n pesticides. hmmm. interesting! n roger n i (he's taking the macro-nutrients proj) will b taggin along w doc yong this fri to botanical gardens! haha also dunno wad he want us there for -______-
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really really hope to get hall during the three months, if not dunno how i'll survive! haiz. but on the other hand, i wanna pei mummy more also. will b gone for two years... n im leaving this aug! tts not v long ltr... sigh.
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feeling totally emo. plus the fact tt i cant sleep. siannnnzzz.
final year night just now. i dun like tt feeling.
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^the Queen^
needs ALOT of self-motivation to keep her goal in mind
.
and all those times i sat up, scolded myself, and started some serious "all-over" revision, i'll simply give up after... prob one wk, and if im persistent enough, two weeks. what a joke. so much for wanting to save lives.
.
i'll try harder this time.
less facebook.
less baobei-baobei.
less sleeping.
.
period of time trial:
until the end of this month, n then i'll revise my plans again.
.
养生之道, method of the month：
wake up 730am frm mon-fri to enjoy the fresh air! sleep by 1230am unless im feeling super hardworking, which i will slp latest 230am.
.
miscellaneous things to do:
buy baobei's present, plan baobei's celebration, make mummy's bdae card, learn how to cook nicer food (green bean soup, especially, as well as 玉米soup with milk and porridge, curry chicken, macaroni, nicer half-boiled eggs), make more effort to practice physics b4 tuition... WOW, seems like a super long list =X
.
.
.
on a lighter note, i think ive secured my fyp project! heh heh think the prof quite like me also, at least i can think on her frequency. i dun like klaus tt type, talk super slowly den in the end u dun really noe what he saying, or kclun tt type, so snobbish n full of himself, this doc tan is really passionate abt plants n her students, n i think i'll have a v fulfilling time under her n doc yong, provided i work hard n dun slack! heh. its abt arsenic in rice and using ferns to absorb the harmful arsenic such tt the rice we eat is less toxic. actually its more for pple living in bangladesh areas la, cuz there higher arsenic pollution, mostly thru presence of arsenic in herbicides n pesticides. hmmm. interesting! n roger n i (he's taking the macro-nutrients proj) will b taggin along w doc yong this fri to botanical gardens! haha also dunno wad he want us there for -______-
.
really really hope to get hall during the three months, if not dunno how i'll survive! haiz. but on the other hand, i wanna pei mummy more also. will b gone for two years... n im leaving this aug! tts not v long ltr... sigh.
.
feeling totally emo. plus the fact tt i cant sleep. siannnnzzz.
final year night just now. i dun like tt feeling.
.
^the Queen^
needs ALOT of self-motivation to keep her goal in mind
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
