Thursday, October 22, 2009
♥ food updates~
this is funny!
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"hi paopao
ur corn soup is still untouch
but ur pasta no more le
but the sauce still here
maggie mee also untouch
tink ur bailey's rot le
no choco in the room
shelves looks empty"
--- baobei's food update!
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dun b deceived in thinkin tt baobei is Starving w/o me around! he is getting fatter n fatter! pui pui pui!!
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ok im bored. going clubbing tml with classmates! haha first time clubbin in china, hopefully wont be too cui. i was late for class today!!! what the. kena recorded also =( 5min late but teacher start class le, so cfm counted late. sianzzz! now the system is like sec sch, late must record one. den 3 late = one truancy. HAHA. funny. n the stpd thing is... it was AFTERNOON class at 1.20pm. n i woke up at ONE PM. zzzzzz.....
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shall be less lazy n wakie 1230 nxt time when got afternoon lesson. i totally missed my lunch too :( sad sad!!
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^the Queen^
is growing FAT... face fat thigh fat tummy fat..
baobei CANNOT copy paopei n grow fat! *slap*
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"hi paopao
ur corn soup is still untouch
but ur pasta no more le
but the sauce still here
maggie mee also untouch
tink ur bailey's rot le
no choco in the room
shelves looks empty"
--- baobei's food update!
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dun b deceived in thinkin tt baobei is Starving w/o me around! he is getting fatter n fatter! pui pui pui!!
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ok im bored. going clubbing tml with classmates! haha first time clubbin in china, hopefully wont be too cui. i was late for class today!!! what the. kena recorded also =( 5min late but teacher start class le, so cfm counted late. sianzzz! now the system is like sec sch, late must record one. den 3 late = one truancy. HAHA. funny. n the stpd thing is... it was AFTERNOON class at 1.20pm. n i woke up at ONE PM. zzzzzz.....
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shall be less lazy n wakie 1230 nxt time when got afternoon lesson. i totally missed my lunch too :( sad sad!!
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^the Queen^
is growing FAT... face fat thigh fat tummy fat..
baobei CANNOT copy paopei n grow fat! *slap*
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
♥ shopping in beijing!
haha dont my little nephews look FAT?! haha fat fat justin. i think jeffrey must be like him when he was young. so fat. bleh. anyways... today we went to XIU SHUI JIE! hahaha super fun! (they even had a Xiu Shui Jie ending song when they closing at 9pm.. haha they blast it over the speakers) at first when walkin there, its quite intimidating cuz the pple there will scold u if u ask for price n are not genuinely interested in buyin. the first time huiming asked and didnt buy, the person kinda scolded her -_______-
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for the first half an hour we were kinda sad cuz v scared of askin for prices. HAHA. den slowly slow i bought the first item! BOOTS! for 230yuan i think. haha i super love it! high cut with lace, something i've always wanted years back but didnt have the money/courage to buy. now that it is a neccessity, its So Fun! hehe~ den went another shop where kaka n huiming were buyin boots. i saw one tt i like, same as the one huiming like (hers is pink! mine is grey!). she got hers for 175 but i keep wanting to lower it. really really liked it but think its too ex. so i din buy, n walked a little further while they still tryin. MUAHAHA! i found the Same one two shops down and the nice guy sold to me for 140yuan! (oops! haha sorry huiming, if u read this =X next time be more patient! lets save more $$ together!) n i also bought a super super nice jacket! those can repel wind one. i also super like it. the two best buys of the day! shall post picts when blogger is functionin properly... hehe~ i bought the pretty jacket for 250 when the price was like 600+... even thou 200+ is still kinda ex but its very nicely designed, got lines n stuff. think its worth it! n while chattin w one of the salesgirls i told her we frm guangzhou, on a holiday. she was like: "not bad, first time to beijing can cut price till so low." haha she sounds kinda sincere. i totally felt praised. alot alot of ang mos there. some of them can totally cut prices more lihai than us! haha kaka eavesdropped on them bargaining. LOL.
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oh, one smart thing kaka did. when buyin one pair of shoes, the owner actually asked her "is the size ok?" in ENGLISH. and she kept quiet! ahahhahah she wanted to reply, but that would reveal tt we know english! hehehehe so smart of her right?! for once! =X
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other buys include a scarf made frm rabbit fur (and is Damn soft to touch, super duper smooth!) and also a inner shirt thingie which i think i overpaid for. siansssss =(
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another thing is, the weather is turning! my goodness. this is the main reason why we went shoppin today. cannot tahan le. the path to hosipital is turnin to the Path to Hell. haha or rather, Heaven. cuz the road itself is torturously cold, while our destination (hospital) is so much warmer! haha its funny how the "aircon" is outside. everytime we step outside a building its like steppin Into a building when in sg. LOL. its cold until i can wear max 5 layers of tops and 3 layers of bottoms. n my ascis sport shoes is so "GOOD" (cuz its meant to air ur feet when running) haha so end up our feet were very air-ed to the "aircon" here =( no protection at all. my poor little toes look frozen n shrunken =( =( lucky i got my heater bed! YAY. lucky i got my boots! YAY. some of my classmates have cracked hands alrdy.. bleed.. n v painful! poor things! i only not used to the dryness here, thighs always v itchy, no matter how much moisturizer i put! zzzzzz. less than a wk i finish 1/3 of a big container le. haha lucky things here r cheap.
still need to shop for yu rong fu! Damn. keep spending on random things. grrr! (ydae after exams i totally Splurged at carrefour n fangzhuang. cant believe i managed to spend 300+ at these two places! hahahaha~ i bought real phillips headset for 99 at carrefour, n thats one third the total amt i spent le!)..
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oh, and this post is also dedicated to baobei!
for sharing a happy memory on 20th Oct 2009! hugs! love u loads~~~
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^the Queen^
mummy must be horrified at the amount of things i bought... HOW TO BRING BACK SINGAPORE?!!?!?!? ZZZZZ~
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for the first half an hour we were kinda sad cuz v scared of askin for prices. HAHA. den slowly slow i bought the first item! BOOTS! for 230yuan i think. haha i super love it! high cut with lace, something i've always wanted years back but didnt have the money/courage to buy. now that it is a neccessity, its So Fun! hehe~ den went another shop where kaka n huiming were buyin boots. i saw one tt i like, same as the one huiming like (hers is pink! mine is grey!). she got hers for 175 but i keep wanting to lower it. really really liked it but think its too ex. so i din buy, n walked a little further while they still tryin. MUAHAHA! i found the Same one two shops down and the nice guy sold to me for 140yuan! (oops! haha sorry huiming, if u read this =X next time be more patient! lets save more $$ together!) n i also bought a super super nice jacket! those can repel wind one. i also super like it. the two best buys of the day! shall post picts when blogger is functionin properly... hehe~ i bought the pretty jacket for 250 when the price was like 600+... even thou 200+ is still kinda ex but its very nicely designed, got lines n stuff. think its worth it! n while chattin w one of the salesgirls i told her we frm guangzhou, on a holiday. she was like: "not bad, first time to beijing can cut price till so low." haha she sounds kinda sincere. i totally felt praised. alot alot of ang mos there. some of them can totally cut prices more lihai than us! haha kaka eavesdropped on them bargaining. LOL.
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oh, one smart thing kaka did. when buyin one pair of shoes, the owner actually asked her "is the size ok?" in ENGLISH. and she kept quiet! ahahhahah she wanted to reply, but that would reveal tt we know english! hehehehe so smart of her right?! for once! =X
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other buys include a scarf made frm rabbit fur (and is Damn soft to touch, super duper smooth!) and also a inner shirt thingie which i think i overpaid for. siansssss =(
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another thing is, the weather is turning! my goodness. this is the main reason why we went shoppin today. cannot tahan le. the path to hosipital is turnin to the Path to Hell. haha or rather, Heaven. cuz the road itself is torturously cold, while our destination (hospital) is so much warmer! haha its funny how the "aircon" is outside. everytime we step outside a building its like steppin Into a building when in sg. LOL. its cold until i can wear max 5 layers of tops and 3 layers of bottoms. n my ascis sport shoes is so "GOOD" (cuz its meant to air ur feet when running) haha so end up our feet were very air-ed to the "aircon" here =( no protection at all. my poor little toes look frozen n shrunken =( =( lucky i got my heater bed! YAY. lucky i got my boots! YAY. some of my classmates have cracked hands alrdy.. bleed.. n v painful! poor things! i only not used to the dryness here, thighs always v itchy, no matter how much moisturizer i put! zzzzzz. less than a wk i finish 1/3 of a big container le. haha lucky things here r cheap.
still need to shop for yu rong fu! Damn. keep spending on random things. grrr! (ydae after exams i totally Splurged at carrefour n fangzhuang. cant believe i managed to spend 300+ at these two places! hahahaha~ i bought real phillips headset for 99 at carrefour, n thats one third the total amt i spent le!)..
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oh, and this post is also dedicated to baobei!
for sharing a happy memory on 20th Oct 2009! hugs! love u loads~~~
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^the Queen^
mummy must be horrified at the amount of things i bought... HOW TO BRING BACK SINGAPORE?!!?!?!? ZZZZZ~
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
♥ justin + julian!
Monday, October 19, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
♥ 3 yrs!!!! =) =)
hello baobei baobei!!
its our THREE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!
woohoo~ we've come a looooooooooooooong way together! even thou we're currently apart at this very moment, i truly believe that our hearts are still linked as One! (mushie mushie!) hehe~ i think these two years apart will do us alot of good, for us to think more about whats going on btw us, for us to grow independent of each other (since workin life we might experience days/weeks of seperation anyways), for me to train my cookin skills, for you to get used to workin life, etc etc. and i think it is also a last phase of "freedom" of somewhat "singlehood" before we stick together permanently. so enjoy it while u can! hehe~
life here is somewhat settled down and im tryin hard not to miss home. i think its horrible to miss home terribly (i've witnessed bouts of emo-ness frm fuifui last time while stayin w her) so i'll try to be happy! i know u miss me loads too, doing all our fav activities tog... u can jio ur buddies out to do similar things la, esp those singles like jiajing n zai. haha~ im sure this can improve ur frenships too! muack*
three years is not short, yet it is not too long. our relationship is more or less settled down too, and i hope we will find ways to improve it constantly. i believe spending time together to learn new things is one good way of healthy interaction so nxt time we can register for classes (dance, yoga, taichi, whatever)! i can foresee alot more happy moments in life with you around me! yay~~ n travelling! u must must come find me! i will bring u all around china (or u bring me, in case i get lost). PLEASE brush up on ur chinese, dun come here n reveal ur singapore identity everywhere u go by stammering. hahahaha! cui.
ok la, i just wanna wish us happiness and health for the upcoming years to come, n that we (i, especially) will make use of these two years apart to learn skills tt can allow us to take better care of each other and our families! YOU, earn more money! hehe~ hug*
miss u loads!
Paopei Paopei~
its our THREE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!
woohoo~ we've come a looooooooooooooong way together! even thou we're currently apart at this very moment, i truly believe that our hearts are still linked as One! (mushie mushie!) hehe~ i think these two years apart will do us alot of good, for us to think more about whats going on btw us, for us to grow independent of each other (since workin life we might experience days/weeks of seperation anyways), for me to train my cookin skills, for you to get used to workin life, etc etc. and i think it is also a last phase of "freedom" of somewhat "singlehood" before we stick together permanently. so enjoy it while u can! hehe~
life here is somewhat settled down and im tryin hard not to miss home. i think its horrible to miss home terribly (i've witnessed bouts of emo-ness frm fuifui last time while stayin w her) so i'll try to be happy! i know u miss me loads too, doing all our fav activities tog... u can jio ur buddies out to do similar things la, esp those singles like jiajing n zai. haha~ im sure this can improve ur frenships too! muack*
three years is not short, yet it is not too long. our relationship is more or less settled down too, and i hope we will find ways to improve it constantly. i believe spending time together to learn new things is one good way of healthy interaction so nxt time we can register for classes (dance, yoga, taichi, whatever)! i can foresee alot more happy moments in life with you around me! yay~~ n travelling! u must must come find me! i will bring u all around china (or u bring me, in case i get lost). PLEASE brush up on ur chinese, dun come here n reveal ur singapore identity everywhere u go by stammering. hahahaha! cui.
ok la, i just wanna wish us happiness and health for the upcoming years to come, n that we (i, especially) will make use of these two years apart to learn skills tt can allow us to take better care of each other and our families! YOU, earn more money! hehe~ hug*
miss u loads!
Paopei Paopei~
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Sunday, October 11, 2009
♥ Dinnner!!!
juz had a wonderful seafood dinner wif PAOPEI's family!! yeah!! even thou paopao is not ard singapore...her family still invited me to their dinner!! Happy!! but was abit weird at 1st...croz is usually tag along wif ur bf/gf to their family dinner..den tiz time i go alone..so was kinda weird..
got a call from her brother the nite b4 to join them for dinner..croz auntie juz won 1st prize wif paopao number..so heng..dulan lo..i nvr go buy..instead i went to buy Edmund's car plate number..pui.
but everything turn out great..the company, auntie and her siblings..+ the irritating justin..hehehe..except tat i was kinda of late..due to all the shopping for paopao's stuff..apparently they tried to call me alot of time and all the calls were directed to my voiemail instead..in the end i restart my phone den alot of missed call..like ard 8..feel damn paiseh..haha..1st sign of my iphone gg to cui soon....(muz be the cursing from shaun n leng)
took a few foto during the dinner..it was dman freaking shiok..got 8 dishes..from vege to seafood to meat..S-H-I-O-K! somemore paopao not ard..den i can eat her share..hehee...hopefully an get to eat more often!! oh..my mummy juz came back..at 3:11am..appparentlly, she have been gg to sing ktv every sat..haha..used to go CC one..den in the end change to Kbox, partyworld, chinatown 10-dollar ktv....and nw..my relative ktv lounge..i tink soon she will join the Huang Jin Nian Hua ktv on ch 8 soon to showcase her talent..hehe..tink she might win..croz my mum is quite entertaining when she is singing..=D
got paopei's 3 yr present!!! i love it!!! and i tink she will love it too!! she cfm will and MUZ LOVE it!! croz is gg to be or ordy a part of her life!!! heheheeee....due to FYP (which i haven even started, and is ordy half a sem gone!!!!) n her timetable..wun be gg over to find her tiz dec..=( =( =( sad. gotta to ask weixiong to help me bring over to her..but i promise to spent my holiday at beijing wif her b4 i start work!! wait for me!!!
BaoBei*
got a call from her brother the nite b4 to join them for dinner..croz auntie juz won 1st prize wif paopao number..so heng..dulan lo..i nvr go buy..instead i went to buy Edmund's car plate number..pui.
but everything turn out great..the company, auntie and her siblings..+ the irritating justin..hehehe..except tat i was kinda of late..due to all the shopping for paopao's stuff..apparently they tried to call me alot of time and all the calls were directed to my voiemail instead..in the end i restart my phone den alot of missed call..like ard 8..feel damn paiseh..haha..1st sign of my iphone gg to cui soon....(muz be the cursing from shaun n leng)
took a few foto during the dinner..it was dman freaking shiok..got 8 dishes..from vege to seafood to meat..S-H-I-O-K! somemore paopao not ard..den i can eat her share..hehee...hopefully an get to eat more often!! oh..my mummy juz came back..at 3:11am..appparentlly, she have been gg to sing ktv every sat..haha..used to go CC one..den in the end change to Kbox, partyworld, chinatown 10-dollar ktv....and nw..my relative ktv lounge..i tink soon she will join the Huang Jin Nian Hua ktv on ch 8 soon to showcase her talent..hehe..tink she might win..croz my mum is quite entertaining when she is singing..=D
got paopei's 3 yr present!!! i love it!!! and i tink she will love it too!! she cfm will and MUZ LOVE it!! croz is gg to be or ordy a part of her life!!! heheheeee....due to FYP (which i haven even started, and is ordy half a sem gone!!!!) n her timetable..wun be gg over to find her tiz dec..=( =( =( sad. gotta to ask weixiong to help me bring over to her..but i promise to spent my holiday at beijing wif her b4 i start work!! wait for me!!!
BaoBei*
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
♥ money money
studyin studying... while studying i looked at my new sweater, which i loved very much, bought at xi dan, and costs only 50yuan. i recall the shop owner giving me the price of 50yuan, and i tried very hard to lower it. when i didnt manage to succeed, i walked away. after which, i walked back again, n tried again. hahaha... he niam-ed alot, say the quality is good, say the price is worth it, say we have to understand how much effort was put into knitting the sweater, and that this price was alrdy the minimum. eventually, i bought it at 50yuan.
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to think of it, its only sg10 dollars. to think of it, how much do those pple really Really earn from one sweater like that? sometimes i feel guilty for tryin so hard to cut down the price. the few dollars to us may mean nothing; we would have paid for much more for the same item back in sg. but here, to those pple who are sellin us the items, it may mean a meal to them. or a new toy for their children. or maybe even more.
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we see those beggars on the street. usually we see the same few. some of them are even young and healthy. i nvr ever gave them a single cent. but u do see some others giving them money. what is the proper reaction to them? sometimes u ignored them... and then minutes later, u spent dollars on ur favorite food, or on an item u dont really need. would it be better spent on them? cuz a few dollars may as well make their day? i dunno. sometimes i just think evry one is so suspicious of everything. such a typical singaporean. but i do hear that some of them are under societies, ie. all their earnings actually go somewhere else. and i also hear that some of the beggars, if they look jialat enough, actually earn alot more than those who put in effort to maintain a shop or sell items by the roadside. are these true? if so, how sad.
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haha enough of philosophical things. i just shifted my bedroom arrangement! now my table is by the window, with loads of space to put my books. previously i threw all my stuff onto one bed, so i have one less bed to nua in. NOW....hahaha i have the luxury of TWO enticing beds! hehehe revamped the outlook and bought a new quilt, with a super smooth quilt cover... now... one bed is purple-blue outlook and the other is yellow-grey. super pretty and Darn comfortable! i couldn decide which is my favorite! HAHA doesnt really matter. ive set aside the yellow one for sleepin at night, and the purple one for napping! heheheheheh~ shoik! ever since i shifted the arrangement...i have been sleepin late and taking more naps than usual. DIE.
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as a side note, kaka n huiming split rooms le. haha apparently they kinda distrbed each other when studyin in the same room. kaka took the bigger room. hopefully they can study better this way! just dun involve me, i still like to remain isolated in my little paradizzzze! =) =)
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^the Queen^
is lookin yearningly at her two beds...
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to think of it, its only sg10 dollars. to think of it, how much do those pple really Really earn from one sweater like that? sometimes i feel guilty for tryin so hard to cut down the price. the few dollars to us may mean nothing; we would have paid for much more for the same item back in sg. but here, to those pple who are sellin us the items, it may mean a meal to them. or a new toy for their children. or maybe even more.
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we see those beggars on the street. usually we see the same few. some of them are even young and healthy. i nvr ever gave them a single cent. but u do see some others giving them money. what is the proper reaction to them? sometimes u ignored them... and then minutes later, u spent dollars on ur favorite food, or on an item u dont really need. would it be better spent on them? cuz a few dollars may as well make their day? i dunno. sometimes i just think evry one is so suspicious of everything. such a typical singaporean. but i do hear that some of them are under societies, ie. all their earnings actually go somewhere else. and i also hear that some of the beggars, if they look jialat enough, actually earn alot more than those who put in effort to maintain a shop or sell items by the roadside. are these true? if so, how sad.
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haha enough of philosophical things. i just shifted my bedroom arrangement! now my table is by the window, with loads of space to put my books. previously i threw all my stuff onto one bed, so i have one less bed to nua in. NOW....hahaha i have the luxury of TWO enticing beds! hehehe revamped the outlook and bought a new quilt, with a super smooth quilt cover... now... one bed is purple-blue outlook and the other is yellow-grey. super pretty and Darn comfortable! i couldn decide which is my favorite! HAHA doesnt really matter. ive set aside the yellow one for sleepin at night, and the purple one for napping! heheheheheh~ shoik! ever since i shifted the arrangement...i have been sleepin late and taking more naps than usual. DIE.
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as a side note, kaka n huiming split rooms le. haha apparently they kinda distrbed each other when studyin in the same room. kaka took the bigger room. hopefully they can study better this way! just dun involve me, i still like to remain isolated in my little paradizzzze! =) =)
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^the Queen^
is lookin yearningly at her two beds...
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009
♥ random thoughts of beijing
ok... finally i got the feeling to blog again. been very busy these days, revising for the upcoming tests. this doesnt mean life is boring. on the contrary, so many things have happened that i really dunno how to start. shall just blog any thing that comes to my head =)
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taichi. i feel that this is something that bonds me and my mummy, as well as me and my classmates, together. after every lesson, i would talk to mummy, tell her the new stances we learnt, complain abt muscle ache, etc etc. sometimes i'll also ask her abt new recipes for some long ago dishes i remembered which she cooked. slowly slowly, i actually talked to her much more than when i was back in singapore. i liked this feeling very much. there wasnt much chances to talk to her then. im glad of this distance bcuz it seemed to bring us much closer together~ as for the bonding btw me n classmates, its cuz so many of us joined taichi tog. twenty or so? to gather at the park at 8+/9... and then practice in peace w laoshi... n then stay back to play chapteh. it was fantastic. chapteh brought back super nice memories of bedok south primary school. those carefree days of chapteh, five stones, hop scotch, and bullying! hahahaha (too bad, yr, wb, tb, ws! etc etc...) as well as after class cycling... and some bball, some catching... hanging out w all the EM3 pple... haha~ how did i manage such gd grades even after hanging arnd w those pple, i have no idea. chu wu ni er bu ran! LOL. even thou bsps is demolished, and there is no such school anymore, it has and always will exist in my heart. the cheap canteen food, the white n brown uniform, the trees w huge roots tt we played catchin on, the area next to the canteen that sells books once in a while, the little patch of concrete which we played hop scotch (and other girls play zero point), the huge car park which was utilized for flag raising, capt ball, hop scotch and a million other things, the foyer which i was scolded by parents when i was a prefect (cuz i tried to stop them from entering, grrr... in the end i quit. hehe), and art classes, where my teacher always give me black and white cuz she think its the best colour combi and i was her fav student, days when i keep comparing grades and hated by those who lost to me once again, days when i had to copy extra things to hang on the wall (compos, poems, both in eng n chi) cuz i scored too high... HAHA... oh man. the list goes on. i just keep smiling as i think about these things.
anyways. i just bought a new bball for 69yuan. haha china brand, but looks sturdy enough! went with yiroe n gang to buy. lookin forward to some good bball sessions w her n huizi n shuling =) i know i dont really Love bball alot these days. those good old days were back in dunman high, and can never be felt anymore. but still, playin with the right pple these days brings back good memories and feels shoik once in a while. ive always had this annoying mentality: winning is not important, as long as we enjoyed the game. this mentality has always been looked down by many, and only a rare few happen to hold this same mentality as me. shinwei, for one. and some of my bms classmates. the most recent example was the ISG against HSS, we played our game and nearly won, but tt was cuz we played w no stress, no will to win, and just the mentality to have fun. it was one of the best games played in a while.
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in these five weeks, ive had alot of interaction with my classmates. good things, mostly. but also a few hitches. for one thing, hanging out w my flatmates, kaka n huiming, has become a routine. but i know for one thing i dont totally click with them, and its good tt we set up rules and stuff. i know im a possessive person. in dhs, when i have a best friend, the friend is Mine, and no one else's. i've learnt, albeit in a painful way, to forget about this stupid way of establishing friendship. jealousy is never the way to do things. nevertheless, thank you maggot. our friendship came a long way, way too many ups, and its fair share of downs.
ever since our friendship, i am kinda afraid of making very close friends. i have this thinking, that if u are not so close to me, u dont "belong" to me, so i am not afraid of losing you. HAHA. actually... this is like a relationship in the bgr sense. you dont commit, then the person is not yours, and you dont have to be scared of losing. but if u take that first step, u make the promise of a friendship, u will be afraid of losing it.
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maybe this is the reason why i choose my friends so carefully. and i dont have many friends, accordin to my strict definition of a friend. err.. so what is the definition of a friend, to me?
--> a special person whom i can relax completely and joke about any thing when im around her/him, whom i can gossip to without being afraid that she/he would spill on me, whom i would feel upset and bad tempered if we end up in a misunderstanding, whom i would worry about if she/he falls sick or is in pain or is unhappy, whom i would feel jealous if she/he gets too close to another friend or into a relationship.<-- . something like this i guess. so far, only maggot fits this description. i know baobei is a very good friend to me, but in his case it is somewhat different. it differs frm the typical "friend" definition. LOL. . what im tryin to say was, i was kinda controlling myself with this natural sense of "jealousy". kaka was sorta considered my "best friend" in uni. when we are now in beijing, stayin w her n huiming, esp when huiming is her roomie, sometimes makes me feel isolated. even thou i act like i dont really care, i admit i do miss those days when only the two of us hang out together. not that huiming is not a nice person, but i havent really opened up to her yet. so its like, i still feel like a stranger to her. she is just not the kind of "friend" that i would open up to. maybe when u, whoever u are, are reading this, u might feel that im narrowminded, that im difficult to go along with, but this is the way i am. i know who i will be happy around, and i tend to hang around w those pple. other pple may be nice, they may be friendly, but they are just "not-my-type". . so... who are "my-type" so far? haha... in my bms class, sad to say, there are only a few pple who i like to hang out with. kaka, yiroe, huangfang, junie, brandon, huizi, roger, huimin. that should be about all?? yiroe, haha if ur reading this, u might think "how abt eileen?!" like what i say, "not-my-type". i dont really know how to elaborate.. partly cuz i also dunno who is reading this post. haiz. blogging is so tiring. i hope u guys dont mind me hanging out w u all. its a nice change once in a while. i always have the left-out feeling when im with my housemates. and that is also partly bcuz im isolating myself frm them sometimes. my weird mentality again. grr... . now tt im in a relatively good mood, i shall briefly mention abt the other day when i nearly Nearly lost my temper at a classmate. again, i dunno who might read this, but i shall say that whatever i say here is purely my own POV, and i do not mean to slander. whether u see my stand or not, i dont care. i just wanna vent my feelings here before it buries itself in a small and forgotten corner. as a class rep, she appeared to me as someone who is unwilling to change for the better. unwilling to make efforts to cooperate and work as a team instead of individually. she always think of things from her own POV, and save trouble for herself. it doesn matter to her if the class fxns suckier or everyone had to go thru more trouble. why is it that she was the only one out of four complaining. why is it that others can see that it was part of their duty to help out, and not her. if she wanna quit, let it be. if she wanna stay, please think more openly. i think i shall say till here. its a happy day n i dun wanna spoil it by thinkin abt that incident again. lets hope i can control my temper more and prevent similar incidents frm happening. thanks brandon, lucky u were there. if not i think i would say/do things i prob would regret right now. . happy things! went shoppin w huiming n kaka the other day, at xi dan. i super like that place! alot alot of things, the pple are more willing to talk abt prices, and we can feel the items (unlike at dong wu yuan!), and its not so crowded. n the stuff there are quite nice! bought so many many things! and only for abt sg$100 i totally feel that i bought sg$300 worth of things. things here are so cheap n so i get to try diff fashions which i was relatively reluctant to try back in sg. in a way its really an eye-opener in many ways for me. n we took neoprints! hehe felt so young again... shld take more often cuz its just SO fun! :D
the building we are staying in! looks posh doesnt it?! hehe its quite cosy, even thou it gave us quite some probs.
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the first meal cooked entirely by me! by then we were sick of outside food and this tasted so homely and healthy! yum! im glad i did my homework before i came beijing!
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one of the nice meals i cooked when some friends came to visit! muahahaha~ i cooked everything except for the liang cai on the extreme left. we bought that frm carrefour =) the herbal chicken (yao cai ji) was yummy! and so was the dong gua soup~ hehe! mummy must be proud of me!
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shoppin trip at xi dan! everything for rmb500+ woohoo~!!! bags, clothes, fluffy shoes, books, neoprints, rings, posters.. u name it!
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my cute little froggie slippers to protect my feet frm the cold! the black dot in the middle is my ring-watch! its a ring and its a watch! (like DUH).
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and i bought this on impulse! haha dont it look CUTE?!?!?! bear paws! haha baobao can wear it nxt time when he come visit =) kaka says it looks super scary... hahahaa~
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from the first shopping trip to dong wu yuan! i TOTALLY love my polka-dotted jacket!!! YAY! the stuff on the floor to the left are all mine... huiming n i totally spread out our things on the floor! so shoik~ i spent rmb600+ that day~
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a random pict of kaka n i eating icecream =) icecream is only 1yuan here, ie sg20cents! wow! eat more eat more!
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house visiting on china's national day! yiroe n gang cooked nice nice food! got bakuteh! hehe~ always feel v happy when im w the gang, hope they dun mind my company too!
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my fav suan nai (yogurt)!!! super cheap, very healthy, and DAMN yummy! its definitely one of the things i would miss when i return to sg.
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me, assembling an ikea chair all on my own. not as easy as it seems =( haha but paopei will grow to be a strong n independent little girl! GO GO GO!
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a cute collage of my little boy eating a piggie mooncake! happy mooncake festival! piggie is cute but my little boy is way cuter than it! muackssss*
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^the Queen^
has never realised the importance of computers, handphones, internet and webcams until she comes to beijing. so thankful for these technology...!
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taichi. i feel that this is something that bonds me and my mummy, as well as me and my classmates, together. after every lesson, i would talk to mummy, tell her the new stances we learnt, complain abt muscle ache, etc etc. sometimes i'll also ask her abt new recipes for some long ago dishes i remembered which she cooked. slowly slowly, i actually talked to her much more than when i was back in singapore. i liked this feeling very much. there wasnt much chances to talk to her then. im glad of this distance bcuz it seemed to bring us much closer together~ as for the bonding btw me n classmates, its cuz so many of us joined taichi tog. twenty or so? to gather at the park at 8+/9... and then practice in peace w laoshi... n then stay back to play chapteh. it was fantastic. chapteh brought back super nice memories of bedok south primary school. those carefree days of chapteh, five stones, hop scotch, and bullying! hahahaha (too bad, yr, wb, tb, ws! etc etc...) as well as after class cycling... and some bball, some catching... hanging out w all the EM3 pple... haha~ how did i manage such gd grades even after hanging arnd w those pple, i have no idea. chu wu ni er bu ran! LOL. even thou bsps is demolished, and there is no such school anymore, it has and always will exist in my heart. the cheap canteen food, the white n brown uniform, the trees w huge roots tt we played catchin on, the area next to the canteen that sells books once in a while, the little patch of concrete which we played hop scotch (and other girls play zero point), the huge car park which was utilized for flag raising, capt ball, hop scotch and a million other things, the foyer which i was scolded by parents when i was a prefect (cuz i tried to stop them from entering, grrr... in the end i quit. hehe), and art classes, where my teacher always give me black and white cuz she think its the best colour combi and i was her fav student, days when i keep comparing grades and hated by those who lost to me once again, days when i had to copy extra things to hang on the wall (compos, poems, both in eng n chi) cuz i scored too high... HAHA... oh man. the list goes on. i just keep smiling as i think about these things.
anyways. i just bought a new bball for 69yuan. haha china brand, but looks sturdy enough! went with yiroe n gang to buy. lookin forward to some good bball sessions w her n huizi n shuling =) i know i dont really Love bball alot these days. those good old days were back in dunman high, and can never be felt anymore. but still, playin with the right pple these days brings back good memories and feels shoik once in a while. ive always had this annoying mentality: winning is not important, as long as we enjoyed the game. this mentality has always been looked down by many, and only a rare few happen to hold this same mentality as me. shinwei, for one. and some of my bms classmates. the most recent example was the ISG against HSS, we played our game and nearly won, but tt was cuz we played w no stress, no will to win, and just the mentality to have fun. it was one of the best games played in a while.
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in these five weeks, ive had alot of interaction with my classmates. good things, mostly. but also a few hitches. for one thing, hanging out w my flatmates, kaka n huiming, has become a routine. but i know for one thing i dont totally click with them, and its good tt we set up rules and stuff. i know im a possessive person. in dhs, when i have a best friend, the friend is Mine, and no one else's. i've learnt, albeit in a painful way, to forget about this stupid way of establishing friendship. jealousy is never the way to do things. nevertheless, thank you maggot. our friendship came a long way, way too many ups, and its fair share of downs.
ever since our friendship, i am kinda afraid of making very close friends. i have this thinking, that if u are not so close to me, u dont "belong" to me, so i am not afraid of losing you. HAHA. actually... this is like a relationship in the bgr sense. you dont commit, then the person is not yours, and you dont have to be scared of losing. but if u take that first step, u make the promise of a friendship, u will be afraid of losing it.
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maybe this is the reason why i choose my friends so carefully. and i dont have many friends, accordin to my strict definition of a friend. err.. so what is the definition of a friend, to me?
--> a special person whom i can relax completely and joke about any thing when im around her/him, whom i can gossip to without being afraid that she/he would spill on me, whom i would feel upset and bad tempered if we end up in a misunderstanding, whom i would worry about if she/he falls sick or is in pain or is unhappy, whom i would feel jealous if she/he gets too close to another friend or into a relationship.<-- . something like this i guess. so far, only maggot fits this description. i know baobei is a very good friend to me, but in his case it is somewhat different. it differs frm the typical "friend" definition. LOL. . what im tryin to say was, i was kinda controlling myself with this natural sense of "jealousy". kaka was sorta considered my "best friend" in uni. when we are now in beijing, stayin w her n huiming, esp when huiming is her roomie, sometimes makes me feel isolated. even thou i act like i dont really care, i admit i do miss those days when only the two of us hang out together. not that huiming is not a nice person, but i havent really opened up to her yet. so its like, i still feel like a stranger to her. she is just not the kind of "friend" that i would open up to. maybe when u, whoever u are, are reading this, u might feel that im narrowminded, that im difficult to go along with, but this is the way i am. i know who i will be happy around, and i tend to hang around w those pple. other pple may be nice, they may be friendly, but they are just "not-my-type". . so... who are "my-type" so far? haha... in my bms class, sad to say, there are only a few pple who i like to hang out with. kaka, yiroe, huangfang, junie, brandon, huizi, roger, huimin. that should be about all?? yiroe, haha if ur reading this, u might think "how abt eileen?!" like what i say, "not-my-type". i dont really know how to elaborate.. partly cuz i also dunno who is reading this post. haiz. blogging is so tiring. i hope u guys dont mind me hanging out w u all. its a nice change once in a while. i always have the left-out feeling when im with my housemates. and that is also partly bcuz im isolating myself frm them sometimes. my weird mentality again. grr... . now tt im in a relatively good mood, i shall briefly mention abt the other day when i nearly Nearly lost my temper at a classmate. again, i dunno who might read this, but i shall say that whatever i say here is purely my own POV, and i do not mean to slander. whether u see my stand or not, i dont care. i just wanna vent my feelings here before it buries itself in a small and forgotten corner. as a class rep, she appeared to me as someone who is unwilling to change for the better. unwilling to make efforts to cooperate and work as a team instead of individually. she always think of things from her own POV, and save trouble for herself. it doesn matter to her if the class fxns suckier or everyone had to go thru more trouble. why is it that she was the only one out of four complaining. why is it that others can see that it was part of their duty to help out, and not her. if she wanna quit, let it be. if she wanna stay, please think more openly. i think i shall say till here. its a happy day n i dun wanna spoil it by thinkin abt that incident again. lets hope i can control my temper more and prevent similar incidents frm happening. thanks brandon, lucky u were there. if not i think i would say/do things i prob would regret right now. . happy things! went shoppin w huiming n kaka the other day, at xi dan. i super like that place! alot alot of things, the pple are more willing to talk abt prices, and we can feel the items (unlike at dong wu yuan!), and its not so crowded. n the stuff there are quite nice! bought so many many things! and only for abt sg$100 i totally feel that i bought sg$300 worth of things. things here are so cheap n so i get to try diff fashions which i was relatively reluctant to try back in sg. in a way its really an eye-opener in many ways for me. n we took neoprints! hehe felt so young again... shld take more often cuz its just SO fun! :D

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^the Queen^
has never realised the importance of computers, handphones, internet and webcams until she comes to beijing. so thankful for these technology...!
Monday, October 05, 2009