Thursday, May 28, 2009
♥ Finally!!
yes la!! finally after waiting for ard 2 mths...my patience has pay off....my BLUEY can play ISO games le!! yeah! so happy!! after trying n trying so many time..i finally got it.. and the things is..i get to save $$ to bring it to mod. hehe..thx paopei for Bluey again! time to play lots of games!! yipee!!
-e King-
Thursday, May 28, 2009
♥ Pom Pom + dot dot
IN MEMORY OF
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Pom Pom + Dot Dot
10th May 2009 - 25th May 2009
we will miss ya...
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Pom Pom + Dot Dot
10th May 2009 - 25th May 2009we will miss ya...
Thursday, May 28, 2009
♥ fishies
hmmm.. feeling v emo for the last post. my two poor goldfishes died, both together, peacefully thou. n i cried like hell. this is the second time i cried over fishes, althou i had my fair share of fishes. the first fishie i cried over was over my very first fish, a guppy i named "Jenny". it stayed with me for a few years i think. haha tell ya a secret! (i used to give myself a christian name --- Jenny!) so the fishie was actually named after myself... n it actually gave birth to a baby guppy! (which i named Jenny baby, HAHA i know, super no creativity...) well anyways i cried like shit when Jenny died. for the entire day my eyes were swollen, n my mum was super upset too when she saw my reaction. she was like "不要养鱼了啦，看你哭成这样子..." same for my little Pom Pom n Dot Dot three days ago. i grew to adore them so much alrdy.......the way they'r forever greedy n looking hungry! i love their fat bodies n how they grew even fatter under our love. so that day, this mon, when they lost interest in the food (the first time there were leftovers in the tank!) and they looked very moody n stayed near the surface of the water, i knew something was super wrong. but i couldn figure out whats the prob... n they both died shortly after. i kept blaming baobei for that, but i guess we were both too inexperienced to be in charge of little lives... and for that, im so sorry for the fishes which ended up in our care...
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anyways~ this is a little random but..........
i love baobei n i hope we can have our little home of five as well as our happy little business in years to come! lalala~ muack!
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^the Queen^
PS. my hair is now purple n pink n very pretty! haha zilian-ing again...
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anyways~ this is a little random but..........
i love baobei n i hope we can have our little home of five as well as our happy little business in years to come! lalala~ muack!
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^the Queen^
PS. my hair is now purple n pink n very pretty! haha zilian-ing again...
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
♥ im sorry, my little ones...那
不会再对我嘟嘟嘴，
不会再对我摇摇头，
早晨不会再对我说声“早安！主人”，
fyp 过后不会再对我说声“你回来啦！辛苦了”，然后对我摇摇头，晃晃大肚子找吃的，
晚上不会再对我说“晚安，睡觉时我会守护着你，别担心！”
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对不起。
明知道有什么地方出了问题，知道你们不快乐，不再贪食，不再摇摇头，但却摸不透问题出在哪里。就这样的，你们悄悄离开了我们，离开了 3B-05-01S.
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希望你们到的地方，不会再有笨笨的主人。
希望你们，曾经开心过。
希望你们，是毫无痛苦的离去。
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我，我们，是不会把你们遗忘的。
不会再对我摇摇头，
早晨不会再对我说声“早安！主人”，
fyp 过后不会再对我说声“你回来啦！辛苦了”，然后对我摇摇头，晃晃大肚子找吃的，
晚上不会再对我说“晚安，睡觉时我会守护着你，别担心！”
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对不起。
明知道有什么地方出了问题，知道你们不快乐，不再贪食，不再摇摇头，但却摸不透问题出在哪里。就这样的，你们悄悄离开了我们，离开了 3B-05-01S.
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希望你们到的地方，不会再有笨笨的主人。
希望你们，曾经开心过。
希望你们，是毫无痛苦的离去。
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我，我们，是不会把你们遗忘的。
Monday, May 25, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
♥ in a satisfied mood
a few things tt makes me feel im relatively happy at the moment~
- i have 300g of famous amos cookies sitting in my room now!
- i just had a superb dinner thanks to jitchern's bdae! i nvr ate such a feast at sakae before, yum yum! n we (the students on fyp) only had to pay $10 each! hehehehe! huiping ah huiping, so sad u missed out on it :(
- my little fishies are growing very well! they greet me every morning when i wake up, before i leave for fyp, when i get back frm fyp, with the super adorable "i am HUNGRY" look! hahaha~ n i seriously think they're getting impossibly fat. pls dun go "POOM!" one day...
- im enjoying a certain degree of independence regarding both fyp projects im carrying out... the fernies n my iron oxide. i can say i've put in quite some effort over them, and the only thing that is lacking is the determination to read up on more papers! my god, the papers passed down since generations ago... i have at least 4 inches thick of them!!! GRRRR... ok on the brighter side, at least my proj is going fine. im thinking of just using my beautiful brake ferns n ignoring my ugly/slow-growing/dying silver ferns! hehe shall hint that to dr yong some day...
- going to sentosa this sat! w my pink hair! hehe haven dye back yet. very reluctant to let go of them after all the hours put in to dye/cut. maybe...maybe...end of may go dye back...see how first!
- after sentose, shall be eating froggie at kallang again! yum yum! always look forward to goooooood meals :D
ok... back to reading my papers... happy birthday to jitchern! sorry for all the "you are OLD" jokes! haha in reality u look really young for ur age~ must be all the greenery n hard labor every day! haha...must thank dr yong for that...
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^the Queen^
is wishing for some unexpected holiday!
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^the Queen^
is wishing for some unexpected holiday!
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
♥ boy crazy
我喜欢执着的人。
这几天在看一部几年前推出的戏，发现自己不年轻了。
因为思想变了。
但越不年轻（我不喜欢“老”这个字），就会悄悄发觉一些平日觉得不重要、不起眼的事／人，其实自己是多么的在乎。尤其是一些藏在心中深深的感触，真正感动、触动时，一发不可收拾。
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你有想过以下这句话吗？
“年轻人真好，想做什么就做什么。”
但，是真的吗？
年轻时，真的想做什么就做什么吗？能做得到吗？
。
有人对已说过这句话吗？
“你还年轻，未来还有很多时间让你去实现梦想呢。”
哦，那到底是要等到长大之后才做想做的事？还是乘年轻时做呢？
梦想？究竟是什么？为什么现在的年轻人（尤其是日本连续剧中的叛逆青年！）一直在“追寻梦想”？
是不是绝大部分的人，年轻时有着梦想，成长过后，因为身边的各个因素，而逐渐无法实现，逐渐逐渐把梦想已忘了呢？还是说，绝大部分的人，其实从小到大就没有什么梦想，不知道什么是梦想，就这样平平淡淡度过一生。
你，又会是哪一类的人呢？
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i miss those days. miss those days when i just do whatever i want. it was a happy feeling. yet there was always consequences to bear after doing whatever i wanted.
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like skipping classes when i cant wake up, like missing trainings on rainy days, like running out of school with the security guard yelling at me, like spending a full fifteen minutes gelling my hair even though im running late for lessons, like falling fast asleep on my bed right after a training, like dyeing my hair any colour i wanted and keeping it until all the colour faded away, like sleeping until i felt sick of sleeping, like singing at the top of my voice in the middle of the night, like chatting over the phone w my best friend till the sun came up, like crying as loud as i want until my throat is sore n i couldnt cry anymore...
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anyways, the very last one was when i was very young. i remembered i had a crazy wish to cry so that the whole block can hear my voice, so i was actually very proud that i could cry so loud. Muahaha! don't you pity my mom?!
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okays. at least i did alot of things i wanted before. i just hope i am able to keep up with this attitude n not let society erode me... not let the real me become jaded and turn into "one of the rest"! i shall be the one and unique ME!
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^the Queen^
有些人，“只能越来越爱”。
这几天在看一部几年前推出的戏，发现自己不年轻了。
因为思想变了。
但越不年轻（我不喜欢“老”这个字），就会悄悄发觉一些平日觉得不重要、不起眼的事／人，其实自己是多么的在乎。尤其是一些藏在心中深深的感触，真正感动、触动时，一发不可收拾。
。
你有想过以下这句话吗？
“年轻人真好，想做什么就做什么。”
但，是真的吗？
年轻时，真的想做什么就做什么吗？能做得到吗？
。
有人对已说过这句话吗？
“你还年轻，未来还有很多时间让你去实现梦想呢。”
哦，那到底是要等到长大之后才做想做的事？还是乘年轻时做呢？
梦想？究竟是什么？为什么现在的年轻人（尤其是日本连续剧中的叛逆青年！）一直在“追寻梦想”？
是不是绝大部分的人，年轻时有着梦想，成长过后，因为身边的各个因素，而逐渐无法实现，逐渐逐渐把梦想已忘了呢？还是说，绝大部分的人，其实从小到大就没有什么梦想，不知道什么是梦想，就这样平平淡淡度过一生。
你，又会是哪一类的人呢？
。
i miss those days. miss those days when i just do whatever i want. it was a happy feeling. yet there was always consequences to bear after doing whatever i wanted.
.
like skipping classes when i cant wake up, like missing trainings on rainy days, like running out of school with the security guard yelling at me, like spending a full fifteen minutes gelling my hair even though im running late for lessons, like falling fast asleep on my bed right after a training, like dyeing my hair any colour i wanted and keeping it until all the colour faded away, like sleeping until i felt sick of sleeping, like singing at the top of my voice in the middle of the night, like chatting over the phone w my best friend till the sun came up, like crying as loud as i want until my throat is sore n i couldnt cry anymore...
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anyways, the very last one was when i was very young. i remembered i had a crazy wish to cry so that the whole block can hear my voice, so i was actually very proud that i could cry so loud. Muahaha! don't you pity my mom?!
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okays. at least i did alot of things i wanted before. i just hope i am able to keep up with this attitude n not let society erode me... not let the real me become jaded and turn into "one of the rest"! i shall be the one and unique ME!
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^the Queen^
有些人，“只能越来越爱”。
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Sunday, May 10, 2009
♥ Bring Back The HIGHBURY's Day!!
sorry paopao..i long time nvr blog..den i long tonite is because of my 2nd love in life....hehe..
juz wan to get something of my chest...my Arsenal is so DISAPPOINTING tis season!! ARSENE WENGER...U r killing my beloved GUNNERS wif ur proven-wun-win-any-trophy-n-big-games youth policy!! argh!!! is been realli heartache to see us losing to all e other rivals and important games.. the way we lose is v disappointing..the team is so weak and soft..and they doesnt hz to fight like a man sometime...sometime i feel that a team like maybe everton or boltan play betta den us..at least they FIGHT! we juz go down n sink w/o an answers..argh...pls rmb how u lead us to the 2 double's and the 'invinciable' season...i am quite sure the team that achieve those wonderful seasons were not consisting of 22 yrs olds....come on..add more steels to our team..look at Arshavin..wat a impact he had been.. a quality player is betta den 'very talented' youngster...we dun always have the next 2 season to wait for them to grown up...pls spent the $$...or better..sell some player away...like number 17,2,26 and 25...or even juz change the manager..get tony adam=p
and at the time of this entry...wif nth to play for anymore but pride..we r losing to chelsea 2-0..where is e pride............someone tell me...wat is wrong...
oh ya..on a happier side..we got ourselves 2 new goldfish!!! is my favourite kind..i called them ping pong fish..those tat haf a big n round body..v funny one..anyway, paopei named them pom pom and dot dot..hopefully they wun die so fast like e 2 b4..=X we r nw more perpare to 'yang' them..consulted abit from my lao pa..hopefully it helps...
IA gotta end!! yeah!! finsih wif my report too!! yeah!! no more waking up early in the morning at 6!! yeah!!! =) holiday holiday holiday!!! slp slp slp!! eat eat eat!!
-e King-
on my Freaking shit...is 3-0 nw.....at home!! ARGHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~
juz wan to get something of my chest...my Arsenal is so DISAPPOINTING tis season!! ARSENE WENGER...U r killing my beloved GUNNERS wif ur proven-wun-win-any-trophy-n-big-games youth policy!! argh!!! is been realli heartache to see us losing to all e other rivals and important games.. the way we lose is v disappointing..the team is so weak and soft..and they doesnt hz to fight like a man sometime...sometime i feel that a team like maybe everton or boltan play betta den us..at least they FIGHT! we juz go down n sink w/o an answers..argh...pls rmb how u lead us to the 2 double's and the 'invinciable' season...i am quite sure the team that achieve those wonderful seasons were not consisting of 22 yrs olds....come on..add more steels to our team..look at Arshavin..wat a impact he had been.. a quality player is betta den 'very talented' youngster...we dun always have the next 2 season to wait for them to grown up...pls spent the $$...or better..sell some player away...like number 17,2,26 and 25...or even juz change the manager..get tony adam=p
and at the time of this entry...wif nth to play for anymore but pride..we r losing to chelsea 2-0..where is e pride............someone tell me...wat is wrong...
oh ya..on a happier side..we got ourselves 2 new goldfish!!! is my favourite kind..i called them ping pong fish..those tat haf a big n round body..v funny one..anyway, paopei named them pom pom and dot dot..hopefully they wun die so fast like e 2 b4..=X we r nw more perpare to 'yang' them..consulted abit from my lao pa..hopefully it helps...
IA gotta end!! yeah!! finsih wif my report too!! yeah!! no more waking up early in the morning at 6!! yeah!!! =) holiday holiday holiday!!! slp slp slp!! eat eat eat!!
-e King-
on my Freaking shit...is 3-0 nw.....at home!! ARGHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Personality: Choleric Sanguine
Melancholy 13%
Strength:3 Weakness:2
Phlegmatic 8%
Strength:3 Weakness:0
Sanguine 20%
Strength:3 Weakness:5
Choleric 60%
Strength:11 Weakness:13
(Strengths of a Choleric)
Melancholy 13%
Strength:3 Weakness:2
Phlegmatic 8%
Strength:3 Weakness:0
Sanguine 20%
Strength:3 Weakness:5
Choleric 60%
Strength:11 Weakness:13
(Strengths of a Choleric)
The Choleric's Emotions
Born leader
Dynamic and active
Compulsive need for change
Must correct wrongs
Strong-willed and decisive
Unemotional
Not easily discouraged
Independent and self sufficient
Exudes confidence
Can run anything
The Choleric As A Parent
Exerts sound leadership
Establishes Goals
Motivates family to action
Knows the right answer
Organizes household
The Choleric As a Friend
Has little need for friends
Will work for group activity
Will lead and organize
Is usually right
Excels in emergencies
The Choleric At Work
Goal oriented
Sees the whole picture
Organizes well
Seeks practical solutions
Moves quickly to action
Delegates work
Insists on production
Makes the goal
Stimulates activity
Thrives on opposition
(Weaknesses of a Choleric)
The Choleric's Emotions
Bossy
Impatient
Quick-tempered
Can't Relax
Too impetuous
Enjoys controversy and arguments
Won't give up when losing
Comes on too strong
Inflexible
Is not complimentary
Dislikes tears and emotions
Is unsympathetic
The Choleric As A Parent
Tends to over dominate
Too busy for family
Gives answers too quickly
Impatient with poor performance
Won't let children relax
May send them into depression
The Choleric As a Friend
Tends to use people
Dominates others
Knows everything
Decides for others
Can do everything better
Is too independent
Possessive of friends and mate
Can't say, "I'm Sorry"
May be right, but unpopular
The Choleric At Work
Little tolerance for mistakes
Doesn't analyze details
Bored by trivia
May make rash decisions
May be rude or tactless
Manipulates people
Demanding of others
End justifies the means
Work may become his god
Demands loyalty in the ranks
well... this test i saw sinhui's results n, being bored, i took it myself. guess the terms i chose alrdy revealed who i am. but OUCH, some of the descriptions REALLY ring true, n i can see myself in the light many people see me in, but seriously, i usually dont care, unless im dealing w pple who dun like me for long periods of time.
phrases like "Decides for others", "Possessive of friends and mate", "Can't say, "I'm Sorry"", "Is Unsympathetic", "Work may become his god", and especially "May be right, but unpopular" probably hurt the most... i think im not a nice person to handle, but im a loyal friend to have, so if ur even considered to be my good friend, consider yourself "rare"... haha but it might not necessary be a good thing. awwwws.
anyways, feelin abit emo 5am in the morning lar.. haha~ going to sleep le... tml 1130 still got tuition...
^the Queen^
is wondering what a mixed person she can be. and if she could, would, become a nicer n "bigger" person.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Friday, May 8, 2009
♥ so sinful...
been eating ALOT recently. sighz. was tellin my fyp frens/seniors tt i can one day eat one meal during exams, n they thought i might be anorexic. HAHA. how much further frm the truth can they dwell? i love food! just tt sometimes i can get too lazy to even eat =X lalala~ but recently im feeling hardworking...to EAT! hehe~ nearly finished off an entire strawberry roll on my own just now, after a cheesy yummy long john meal not many hrs ago... n still thinking of maggie mee as supper ltr! muahahaz! n poor baobei recently looked into the mirror n realized the truth regarding how FAT he has become, n so, he made a point to run every night... at 10pm. haha... we'll see how long he can last :P
(baobei wans to say bye bye to the 20 loco rocco life!!)
(now u understand why we adore the game so much! sooooo cute!)
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anyways, really bad for me to crave fast food so much! grrrrr..........
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fyp has truly gotten rolling! n i think i quite like the people there~ haha roger, huiping n huimin tog w me at the place, i think they're all fine pple, dun have any probs w them, happy tt im not stuck there w pple like nicolas, or any workaholics... haha~ jitchern (my main in-charge) is a serious, dedicated, yet hilarious person (only when he couldn stop laughing, usually at funny memories of past students' behavior, or at fantasy stories of torturing doc yong etc etc). yanfei is nice~~~ haha she would always stop whatever she is doing to answer to my queries, n thats really nice of her... i really wonder how can doc yong get pissed w such an amiable person. hope i dun get a chance to get into similar troubles... hafiz is nice too, kinda talkative n loves to tell stories. haha quite fun to have him around, esp when he's frm sbs too, got some 亲切感. arthur appears to be abit blur to me, n abit of a slacko... haha he always encourages pple not to be too serious, must get a life, be good n "bless" pple... hahaha... like what jitchern demo today, he grows a "halo" on his head when he starts elaborating on not expecting anything for return for a treat saumei gave the other day... ^haha^ saumei is the 神 of the whole lot... frm wad i heard, she's been tolerating doc yong since years back. haha n she's really good at tissue culture~ haha looks v fun but i guess to her is boring until cannot tahan, cuz its so repetitive! oh, n karen, my sbs senior who juz finished her poster day... hmmm think she's just suay tt so many things nvr worked out for her la, she has been really nice to me too, teaching me many many things n sparing time to come down even though she is not obliged to do so. yeah, with so many nice seniors, HOW CAN I DUN DO WELL FOR FYP?! haha~ as im typing this, im kinda guilty, havent been reading up on papers =X n been obsessed w ff10 these days. after one long day at nie, plus a few intensive hrs of ff10, i usually get KO-ed as early as 12am. haha~ there goes the day...
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happy mother's day to all 伟大的妈妈们!
this sunday is dedicated to ya all~!
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^the Queen^
is feeling quite bloated. happily bloated.
PS, i'll be dyeing back my hair v soon le! hurry jio me out! if not no chance to see it lo~ *winks*
(now u understand why we adore the game so much! sooooo cute!).
anyways, really bad for me to crave fast food so much! grrrrr..........
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fyp has truly gotten rolling! n i think i quite like the people there~ haha roger, huiping n huimin tog w me at the place, i think they're all fine pple, dun have any probs w them, happy tt im not stuck there w pple like nicolas, or any workaholics... haha~ jitchern (my main in-charge) is a serious, dedicated, yet hilarious person (only when he couldn stop laughing, usually at funny memories of past students' behavior, or at fantasy stories of torturing doc yong etc etc). yanfei is nice~~~ haha she would always stop whatever she is doing to answer to my queries, n thats really nice of her... i really wonder how can doc yong get pissed w such an amiable person. hope i dun get a chance to get into similar troubles... hafiz is nice too, kinda talkative n loves to tell stories. haha quite fun to have him around, esp when he's frm sbs too, got some 亲切感. arthur appears to be abit blur to me, n abit of a slacko... haha he always encourages pple not to be too serious, must get a life, be good n "bless" pple... hahaha... like what jitchern demo today, he grows a "halo" on his head when he starts elaborating on not expecting anything for return for a treat saumei gave the other day... ^haha^ saumei is the 神 of the whole lot... frm wad i heard, she's been tolerating doc yong since years back. haha n she's really good at tissue culture~ haha looks v fun but i guess to her is boring until cannot tahan, cuz its so repetitive! oh, n karen, my sbs senior who juz finished her poster day... hmmm think she's just suay tt so many things nvr worked out for her la, she has been really nice to me too, teaching me many many things n sparing time to come down even though she is not obliged to do so. yeah, with so many nice seniors, HOW CAN I DUN DO WELL FOR FYP?! haha~ as im typing this, im kinda guilty, havent been reading up on papers =X n been obsessed w ff10 these days. after one long day at nie, plus a few intensive hrs of ff10, i usually get KO-ed as early as 12am. haha~ there goes the day...
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happy mother's day to all 伟大的妈妈们!
this sunday is dedicated to ya all~!
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^the Queen^
is feeling quite bloated. happily bloated.
PS, i'll be dyeing back my hair v soon le! hurry jio me out! if not no chance to see it lo~ *winks*
Friday, May 08, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
♥ life is getting unhealthy! :[
okays so its two weeks or so into "holidays"... cant say im not enjoying it, but its really getting v unhealthy for me! what with many meals of fastfood a wk, hours in front of tv playing ff10 (i noe i noe, i v v v LAG, haha but its still fun after all these years! n ive nvr played it b4!) and hours playing psp... too many games in our room le. dun really spend time w baobei at all. feeling guilty... sianz. shall draw up a daily timetable ltr to limit myself! n to spend time on my ferns too...
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i think my fyp proj is fine. went for poster day today, think many of our seniors really did a good job :) i think whats most impt for poster day is clarity, a good summary, and confidence. ultimately no one really wanna hear all the teeny weeny details, so i think a broad overview, highlighting the most interesting discoveries as well as the analysis of statistics were the most appealing to me. hehe just my own POV~ had some fun today "examining" pple like zheng wei, zi xian, denis, zhihui etc, out of which i think denis did a very good and thorough job! :D
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met up w maggot the other day, played some bball at her place... haha one ah beng made my day by tellin me my hair v cool. anyways her bro grew super tall le... frm ~160 (abt ten yrs ago!) to the current 181cm. haha~ n frm last time we had to promise not to jump when he shoot, till now he can hang damn long and jump damn high and 3-pters super accurate. -_______- life can be so unfair. hahah~
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which also reminds me of a sad fact actually. i dont have many close friends. i dunno why, but maybe im afraid of being disappointed, or im afraid i would become too sticky, so i close myself off frm people in general. i cant say im v happy with the current situation im in, but at least, i know there can be worse situations to be in, n im glad ive found a best friend in my baobei, who would stick w me thru thick or thin. w/o him i prob would have better grades (MUAHAHA) but definitely much less happiness.
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really hope the pigs would behave themselves and let us go for our long-awaited hongkong trip!! really dunwanna kena quarantine, cuz my flight to beijing would definitely be affected if kena quarantine :( :( such an unlucky year for me... getting my hk trip cancelled would be the last straw. SERIOUSLY.
i think i would go crazy.
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^the Queen^
hopes the suayness would not spread to hk trip, my little ferns, my baobei, n tuition. n many many other things. sometimes everything just sucks.
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i think my fyp proj is fine. went for poster day today, think many of our seniors really did a good job :) i think whats most impt for poster day is clarity, a good summary, and confidence. ultimately no one really wanna hear all the teeny weeny details, so i think a broad overview, highlighting the most interesting discoveries as well as the analysis of statistics were the most appealing to me. hehe just my own POV~ had some fun today "examining" pple like zheng wei, zi xian, denis, zhihui etc, out of which i think denis did a very good and thorough job! :D
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met up w maggot the other day, played some bball at her place... haha one ah beng made my day by tellin me my hair v cool. anyways her bro grew super tall le... frm ~160 (abt ten yrs ago!) to the current 181cm. haha~ n frm last time we had to promise not to jump when he shoot, till now he can hang damn long and jump damn high and 3-pters super accurate. -_______- life can be so unfair. hahah~
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which also reminds me of a sad fact actually. i dont have many close friends. i dunno why, but maybe im afraid of being disappointed, or im afraid i would become too sticky, so i close myself off frm people in general. i cant say im v happy with the current situation im in, but at least, i know there can be worse situations to be in, n im glad ive found a best friend in my baobei, who would stick w me thru thick or thin. w/o him i prob would have better grades (MUAHAHA) but definitely much less happiness.
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really hope the pigs would behave themselves and let us go for our long-awaited hongkong trip!! really dunwanna kena quarantine, cuz my flight to beijing would definitely be affected if kena quarantine :( :( such an unlucky year for me... getting my hk trip cancelled would be the last straw. SERIOUSLY.
i think i would go crazy.
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^the Queen^
hopes the suayness would not spread to hk trip, my little ferns, my baobei, n tuition. n many many other things. sometimes everything just sucks.
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
