Tuesday, May 12, 2009
♥ boy crazy
我喜欢执着的人。
这几天在看一部几年前推出的戏，发现自己不年轻了。
因为思想变了。
但越不年轻（我不喜欢“老”这个字），就会悄悄发觉一些平日觉得不重要、不起眼的事／人，其实自己是多么的在乎。尤其是一些藏在心中深深的感触，真正感动、触动时，一发不可收拾。
。
你有想过以下这句话吗？
“年轻人真好，想做什么就做什么。”
但，是真的吗？
年轻时，真的想做什么就做什么吗？能做得到吗？
。
有人对已说过这句话吗？
“你还年轻，未来还有很多时间让你去实现梦想呢。”
哦，那到底是要等到长大之后才做想做的事？还是乘年轻时做呢？
梦想？究竟是什么？为什么现在的年轻人（尤其是日本连续剧中的叛逆青年！）一直在“追寻梦想”？
是不是绝大部分的人，年轻时有着梦想，成长过后，因为身边的各个因素，而逐渐无法实现，逐渐逐渐把梦想已忘了呢？还是说，绝大部分的人，其实从小到大就没有什么梦想，不知道什么是梦想，就这样平平淡淡度过一生。
你，又会是哪一类的人呢？
。
i miss those days. miss those days when i just do whatever i want. it was a happy feeling. yet there was always consequences to bear after doing whatever i wanted.
.
like skipping classes when i cant wake up, like missing trainings on rainy days, like running out of school with the security guard yelling at me, like spending a full fifteen minutes gelling my hair even though im running late for lessons, like falling fast asleep on my bed right after a training, like dyeing my hair any colour i wanted and keeping it until all the colour faded away, like sleeping until i felt sick of sleeping, like singing at the top of my voice in the middle of the night, like chatting over the phone w my best friend till the sun came up, like crying as loud as i want until my throat is sore n i couldnt cry anymore...
.
anyways, the very last one was when i was very young. i remembered i had a crazy wish to cry so that the whole block can hear my voice, so i was actually very proud that i could cry so loud. Muahaha! don't you pity my mom?!
.
.
.
okays. at least i did alot of things i wanted before. i just hope i am able to keep up with this attitude n not let society erode me... not let the real me become jaded and turn into "one of the rest"! i shall be the one and unique ME!
.
.
.
^the Queen^
有些人，“只能越来越爱”。
这几天在看一部几年前推出的戏，发现自己不年轻了。
因为思想变了。
但越不年轻（我不喜欢“老”这个字），就会悄悄发觉一些平日觉得不重要、不起眼的事／人，其实自己是多么的在乎。尤其是一些藏在心中深深的感触，真正感动、触动时，一发不可收拾。
。
你有想过以下这句话吗？
“年轻人真好，想做什么就做什么。”
但，是真的吗？
年轻时，真的想做什么就做什么吗？能做得到吗？
。
有人对已说过这句话吗？
“你还年轻，未来还有很多时间让你去实现梦想呢。”
哦，那到底是要等到长大之后才做想做的事？还是乘年轻时做呢？
梦想？究竟是什么？为什么现在的年轻人（尤其是日本连续剧中的叛逆青年！）一直在“追寻梦想”？
是不是绝大部分的人，年轻时有着梦想，成长过后，因为身边的各个因素，而逐渐无法实现，逐渐逐渐把梦想已忘了呢？还是说，绝大部分的人，其实从小到大就没有什么梦想，不知道什么是梦想，就这样平平淡淡度过一生。
你，又会是哪一类的人呢？
。
i miss those days. miss those days when i just do whatever i want. it was a happy feeling. yet there was always consequences to bear after doing whatever i wanted.
.
like skipping classes when i cant wake up, like missing trainings on rainy days, like running out of school with the security guard yelling at me, like spending a full fifteen minutes gelling my hair even though im running late for lessons, like falling fast asleep on my bed right after a training, like dyeing my hair any colour i wanted and keeping it until all the colour faded away, like sleeping until i felt sick of sleeping, like singing at the top of my voice in the middle of the night, like chatting over the phone w my best friend till the sun came up, like crying as loud as i want until my throat is sore n i couldnt cry anymore...
.
anyways, the very last one was when i was very young. i remembered i had a crazy wish to cry so that the whole block can hear my voice, so i was actually very proud that i could cry so loud. Muahaha! don't you pity my mom?!
.
.
.
okays. at least i did alot of things i wanted before. i just hope i am able to keep up with this attitude n not let society erode me... not let the real me become jaded and turn into "one of the rest"! i shall be the one and unique ME!
.
.
.
^the Queen^
有些人，“只能越来越爱”。
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
