Thursday, May 28, 2009

hmmm.. feeling v emo for the last post. my two poor goldfishes died, both together, peacefully thou. n i cried like hell. this is the second time i cried over fishes, althou i had my fair share of fishes. the first fishie i cried over was over my very first fish, a guppy i named "Jenny". it stayed with me for a few years i think. haha tell ya a secret! (i used to give myself a christian name --- Jenny!) so the fishie was actually named after myself... n it actually gave birth to a baby guppy! (which i named Jenny baby, HAHA i know, super no creativity...) well anyways i cried like shit when Jenny died. for the entire day my eyes were swollen, n my mum was super upset too when she saw my reaction. she was like "不要养鱼了啦，看你哭成这样子..." same for my little Pom Pom n Dot Dot three days ago. i grew to adore them so much alrdy.......the way they'r forever greedy n looking hungry! i love their fat bodies n how they grew even fatter under our love. so that day, this mon, when they lost interest in the food (the first time there were leftovers in the tank!) and they looked very moody n stayed near the surface of the water, i knew something was super wrong. but i couldn figure out whats the prob... n they both died shortly after. i kept blaming baobei for that, but i guess we were both too inexperienced to be in charge of little lives... and for that, im so sorry for the fishes which ended up in our care...
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anyways~ this is a little random but..........
i love baobei n i hope we can have our little home of five as well as our happy little business in years to come! lalala~ muack!
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^the Queen^
PS. my hair is now purple n pink n very pretty! haha zilian-ing again...