Monday, October 31, 2011
♥ Photoshoot, housewarming, interns, Malaysia!
Finally I've got time to sit down n blog! Kinda busy n lazy recently.. Haha n lotsa eventful days too~ today was the long awaited photoshoot for my grad! Think I really looked pretty! Had some temporary curls n they looked fantastic, but wasn't used to them initially. Thanks to everyone who took time out to take these special shots w me. Mummy, Korkor, Dasao, Dajie, Jiefu, Erjie, Julian, Justin, Jiawei, Jiawen, n not forgetting Baobei darling! Happy tt we took one shot on our own, just the two of us!! Lalala~ it's like a prelude to wedding photos! Hehehe.. Muack*
Ydae was v fun too! It was cliffininny's housewarming @yishun, n I totally lost my way twice to get there -.-""" haha but it was well worth the effort, for it was long since I last had such a heartwarming session with them :) citadel was the highlight, n we had so much fun taking turns to be the assassin, thief, magician, king, merchant, bishop, architect (weekim!), warlord, queen! Hahaha the queen is totally "kio-sai" one :):) n I happily earned extra 5 gold qt a few times thanks to weekim! Haha serene is qt gd at the game, followed by weekim :) happy tt I won the last round! Woo~ oh, n cliffy, jr, van asked me to prescribe med for them! Happy that they trust me enough to let me help them out, whether or not they eat the med is another issue le lo~ haha :D reached home at 4:30am, I actually made small conversation w winghang! Another improvement ba~ really a special night out.
Interns were pretty good, love to hang arnd baogong, he actually let me crack his neck (other than doing a back massage) for him! Omg. N bcos of him, I've gain confidence tt I haven't been able to gain over this small part of tuina. Thank you! I really appreciated this. n after this, I've cracked Bb, jr, van's necks! Cool!!! Really speechless over this improvement of mine! Zhq was alright too, shocked when he told me he printed Twenty Boxes (ie. 2000 pcs) of name cards for me!! Wtf... Hahaha.. N with slight eng error wrt directions! Haha nvm abt that :) he's a great guy too! No matter what his underlying reason/motive may be for hiring me, I'm still immensely grateful to him for taking me in :):) let me enjoy these last few wks, n I'll really start proper reading up. I know u have great expectations in me, I have them in myself too. I'll buck up once my mood sets in! Yeah!
Tml...... I'll be taking a coach (via Groupon) to KL..... Alone! Hahaha I also dunno y I have the courage to do this, but im quite thrilled over this! :):) day 1 KL, day 2 malacca, day 3 KL, day 4 Genting, day 5 back home! Sounds hurried, but I know it will be a fun trip, irregardless of the activities. Muhtyng is a good n reliable friend, I absolutely trust her n this trip will rock! Woo~~~ tik tor tik tor! I'm coming to distrb u!! Hehe~
Looking forward to Hanoi, Sapa, Halong bay @ Vietnam after I come back frm Malaysia!
^the Doc^
happiness!
Ydae was v fun too! It was cliffininny's housewarming @yishun, n I totally lost my way twice to get there -.-""" haha but it was well worth the effort, for it was long since I last had such a heartwarming session with them :) citadel was the highlight, n we had so much fun taking turns to be the assassin, thief, magician, king, merchant, bishop, architect (weekim!), warlord, queen! Hahaha the queen is totally "kio-sai" one :):) n I happily earned extra 5 gold qt a few times thanks to weekim! Haha serene is qt gd at the game, followed by weekim :) happy tt I won the last round! Woo~ oh, n cliffy, jr, van asked me to prescribe med for them! Happy that they trust me enough to let me help them out, whether or not they eat the med is another issue le lo~ haha :D reached home at 4:30am, I actually made small conversation w winghang! Another improvement ba~ really a special night out.
Interns were pretty good, love to hang arnd baogong, he actually let me crack his neck (other than doing a back massage) for him! Omg. N bcos of him, I've gain confidence tt I haven't been able to gain over this small part of tuina. Thank you! I really appreciated this. n after this, I've cracked Bb, jr, van's necks! Cool!!! Really speechless over this improvement of mine! Zhq was alright too, shocked when he told me he printed Twenty Boxes (ie. 2000 pcs) of name cards for me!! Wtf... Hahaha.. N with slight eng error wrt directions! Haha nvm abt that :) he's a great guy too! No matter what his underlying reason/motive may be for hiring me, I'm still immensely grateful to him for taking me in :):) let me enjoy these last few wks, n I'll really start proper reading up. I know u have great expectations in me, I have them in myself too. I'll buck up once my mood sets in! Yeah!
Tml...... I'll be taking a coach (via Groupon) to KL..... Alone! Hahaha I also dunno y I have the courage to do this, but im quite thrilled over this! :):) day 1 KL, day 2 malacca, day 3 KL, day 4 Genting, day 5 back home! Sounds hurried, but I know it will be a fun trip, irregardless of the activities. Muhtyng is a good n reliable friend, I absolutely trust her n this trip will rock! Woo~~~ tik tor tik tor! I'm coming to distrb u!! Hehe~
Looking forward to Hanoi, Sapa, Halong bay @ Vietnam after I come back frm Malaysia!
^the Doc^
happiness!
Monday, October 31, 2011
Saturday, October 22, 2011
♥ Dont lie.
I know I've disappeared for many days.. Haha.. (okay. A few days. Lol.) so tired!! Just been to jb w sw! Super fun!! Good buys, good food, happy day out :):) besties forever!! Nobody but you!! Hug*
Went to baogong aka qdx's clinic @marsiling ydae.. Regretted on the way there (cuz damn far) but not one bit of regret remained once I got there! He's such a wonderful mentor tt I have to be honest w him. Thanks for being so open n outright! :):) n thanks for appreciating me too! Wish I could split into two n follow u as well :(
I'm glad I found it hard to lie to ppl. As always. Maybe my lack of lying skills made friends arnd me pissed, but I dun see the point of lying to get into ppl's gd books. Lame. 要做自己，补药为别人而活。
^the Doc^
Desperately in nd of a good slp :(
Went to baogong aka qdx's clinic @marsiling ydae.. Regretted on the way there (cuz damn far) but not one bit of regret remained once I got there! He's such a wonderful mentor tt I have to be honest w him. Thanks for being so open n outright! :):) n thanks for appreciating me too! Wish I could split into two n follow u as well :(
I'm glad I found it hard to lie to ppl. As always. Maybe my lack of lying skills made friends arnd me pissed, but I dun see the point of lying to get into ppl's gd books. Lame. 要做自己，补药为别人而活。
^the Doc^
Desperately in nd of a good slp :(
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Thursday, October 20, 2011
♥ fb depression n fb humour :D
I wish I could lay down beside you, when the day is done. And wake up to your face, against the morning sun. But like everything I've ever known you'll disappear one day, so I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away.
- Adele.
A friend posted it on fb n I copied it down. What a depressing point of view! Strong feelings surged through me.. Why has people learnt to be so pessimistic? I feel sorry for those who hid their hearts in fear of losing their loved ones, for if u never hold out your hand, whatever you want can NEVER be yours.
On the other hand, another photo I found on fb had me LOL-ing to myself! Posted on my blog, n dedicated to my poor little fat boy who usually gets 1/3 of the bed n none of the blankies at night! Muack* thanks for the sacrifice!!
^the Doc^
first day tml @zhq bedok clinic! *takes in a deep breathe n eats more M&Ms*
- Adele.
A friend posted it on fb n I copied it down. What a depressing point of view! Strong feelings surged through me.. Why has people learnt to be so pessimistic? I feel sorry for those who hid their hearts in fear of losing their loved ones, for if u never hold out your hand, whatever you want can NEVER be yours.
On the other hand, another photo I found on fb had me LOL-ing to myself! Posted on my blog, n dedicated to my poor little fat boy who usually gets 1/3 of the bed n none of the blankies at night! Muack* thanks for the sacrifice!!
^the Doc^
first day tml @zhq bedok clinic! *takes in a deep breathe n eats more M&Ms*
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
♥ Squishy Squashy Fun!
Happy Birthday to DaTou! We really had SO much fun today I don't think I can slp w.o blogging abt it :):) here it goes!
I walked a great deal before meeting up w her, to tamp to get the cake n lunch n a small lighter (I debated calling her up to bring a lighter for her own cake but decided against it! haha!), frm marymount mrt to find the 852 bus stop, only to decide tt I might as well walk one more stop to Mac ritchie itself (climbing three overhead bridges on the way -.-") n then I finally met DaTou!
Happily walked to the area where I had happy memories during a few of the focs.. Sat dwn, took out the cake, only to realize the person frigging forgot to give me the candle!!! Damn A.T.! In the end she blew the flame frm the lighter! Wahaha! First epic scene, super cute :)
Chatted non-stop, nvr look where we our going, insisted tt we 随缘! End up walk extra dunno how many km before we found a sign tt wrote "Tree-top walk" n finally had a destination in mind. Saw grey monkeys, cute mushrooms, n many greenery, sweated n got sticky sticky, but mostly we talked abt tcm n our futures! It's been long since we last chatted like this! (the last one shld b the trip frm power Nasi!) Drizzled a little, n finally we got there! Den DaTou decided she had Nvr been there before -.-""" two Malays walked in front of us, n then they saw us n yelled at us to hurry! Cuz they gg to close the trail!! :(:( haha so difficult finally got there n we had to hurry thru the road :(:( glad she loved e scenery n breeze there!
Once we got off, weather started getting ugly, took out my pathetic little umbrella, n squeezed the two fat us under it. Shoulder started getting wet, avoided the little puddles of water, got amazed at those ppl running past us in the rain, n then started to wonder if we're going the wrong way, back got wet, puddles turned into pools tt are unavoidable, vision got blurred by the rain, everything was brown/green, HAHA! at our sorry plight, had to hook arms to try nt getting our faces slapped by the rain, trudged on, pools became rivers, shoes were entirely soaked thru, bras got wet, water started dripping dwn ass-cracks, got worried if we could get out before nightfall, stopped some runner to ask if we're nearing the exit but he said not really (!!!) but we got out somehow! Asked a car for directions n the uncle offered to give us a lift out! So touched but no, we didn't wanna wet his car (he said NVM!!!, but still.). Another one honked at us n asked us the same thg. SUPER NICE singaporeans!! Hug!!! N then EPIC really started.
No more tree shelter, rain got bigger, along the concrete pathway we laughed at how dumb we would seem to passers-by, n how futile my little umbrella seemed to be. Some emo runner walked a little away frm us n we decided to overtake him! Ran abit n overtook him, n then my umbrella overturned!! We screamed n he stared at us!!! Omg omg omg. I was damn stun n DaTou couldn't stop laughing!! Jibei I couldn't flip it back on my own!! Haha den I made her stop laughing n help me!! Hehehe.. Den I started singing the Birthday Song for her n momentarily removed e umbrella! So funny!!! Should have taken a shot of tt look! SO EPIC!!! :D :D she did tt again at the end of the song, n then I did a third time (by making her look up at the sky for dark clouds!! wahaha~ 好好骗哦!!) tasted salty rain as we laughed our hearts out :) hahaha I wondered if my umbrella did make a difference to our degree of wetness?!!
Finally, rain stopped, felt sucky n wetty n wanna go home, but we ate prata somewhere nearby first (thanks DaTou, u managed to make us stop one bus stop early n we had to walk summore! *smack!). Sat dwn like FINALLY, den started laughing again.. Took a look at ourselves n I found tt I had One dry spot, where I hugged my bag to my front! Rest of me was wet max, down to the core! DaTou's turn, n she had NO dry spot! Super hilarious :):)
On the way home it was cold n I shivered plenty but I guess it was well worth it. The last time I had sucha crazy trip was w e dhs bballers at pasir ris park! We purposely cycled in the rain n even slid down slides to fall into the puddle of mud below, n then bathe in the mud water! Hahaha that was also epic! :):) 人生怎能没疯过?!
Bathed, n then proceeded to bb's hse, n I did acup for papa! Haha the papa who nvr asked me for opinions before, had leg pain! Upon checking, 水肿! He was real scared, haha n I convinced him tt needles once in a while can definitely help out :D n then mummy's routine dosage for her 正中神经受压, n bb's little 酸 knee (he yelled plenty! unlike brave papa n mama! pui!) 落网之鱼: baobei's korkor! who also got a sprained ankle weeks back, now nt pain but only abit 肿, refused to let me poke. Hehehe u shld haf seen his face when he came home to find all his family members immobilized by my needles :D
Had a superb day :) thanks DaTou for being such a special friend of mine :) paiseh for the cui card, u know I'm always tt lazy :X hehe~ love u loads!
*looking fwd to jb trip w maggot!*
^the Doc^
lemony legs!!!
I walked a great deal before meeting up w her, to tamp to get the cake n lunch n a small lighter (I debated calling her up to bring a lighter for her own cake but decided against it! haha!), frm marymount mrt to find the 852 bus stop, only to decide tt I might as well walk one more stop to Mac ritchie itself (climbing three overhead bridges on the way -.-") n then I finally met DaTou!
Happily walked to the area where I had happy memories during a few of the focs.. Sat dwn, took out the cake, only to realize the person frigging forgot to give me the candle!!! Damn A.T.! In the end she blew the flame frm the lighter! Wahaha! First epic scene, super cute :)
Chatted non-stop, nvr look where we our going, insisted tt we 随缘! End up walk extra dunno how many km before we found a sign tt wrote "Tree-top walk" n finally had a destination in mind. Saw grey monkeys, cute mushrooms, n many greenery, sweated n got sticky sticky, but mostly we talked abt tcm n our futures! It's been long since we last chatted like this! (the last one shld b the trip frm power Nasi!) Drizzled a little, n finally we got there! Den DaTou decided she had Nvr been there before -.-""" two Malays walked in front of us, n then they saw us n yelled at us to hurry! Cuz they gg to close the trail!! :(:( haha so difficult finally got there n we had to hurry thru the road :(:( glad she loved e scenery n breeze there!
Once we got off, weather started getting ugly, took out my pathetic little umbrella, n squeezed the two fat us under it. Shoulder started getting wet, avoided the little puddles of water, got amazed at those ppl running past us in the rain, n then started to wonder if we're going the wrong way, back got wet, puddles turned into pools tt are unavoidable, vision got blurred by the rain, everything was brown/green, HAHA! at our sorry plight, had to hook arms to try nt getting our faces slapped by the rain, trudged on, pools became rivers, shoes were entirely soaked thru, bras got wet, water started dripping dwn ass-cracks, got worried if we could get out before nightfall, stopped some runner to ask if we're nearing the exit but he said not really (!!!) but we got out somehow! Asked a car for directions n the uncle offered to give us a lift out! So touched but no, we didn't wanna wet his car (he said NVM!!!, but still.). Another one honked at us n asked us the same thg. SUPER NICE singaporeans!! Hug!!! N then EPIC really started.
No more tree shelter, rain got bigger, along the concrete pathway we laughed at how dumb we would seem to passers-by, n how futile my little umbrella seemed to be. Some emo runner walked a little away frm us n we decided to overtake him! Ran abit n overtook him, n then my umbrella overturned!! We screamed n he stared at us!!! Omg omg omg. I was damn stun n DaTou couldn't stop laughing!! Jibei I couldn't flip it back on my own!! Haha den I made her stop laughing n help me!! Hehehe.. Den I started singing the Birthday Song for her n momentarily removed e umbrella! So funny!!! Should have taken a shot of tt look! SO EPIC!!! :D :D she did tt again at the end of the song, n then I did a third time (by making her look up at the sky for dark clouds!! wahaha~ 好好骗哦!!) tasted salty rain as we laughed our hearts out :) hahaha I wondered if my umbrella did make a difference to our degree of wetness?!!
Finally, rain stopped, felt sucky n wetty n wanna go home, but we ate prata somewhere nearby first (thanks DaTou, u managed to make us stop one bus stop early n we had to walk summore! *smack!). Sat dwn like FINALLY, den started laughing again.. Took a look at ourselves n I found tt I had One dry spot, where I hugged my bag to my front! Rest of me was wet max, down to the core! DaTou's turn, n she had NO dry spot! Super hilarious :):)
On the way home it was cold n I shivered plenty but I guess it was well worth it. The last time I had sucha crazy trip was w e dhs bballers at pasir ris park! We purposely cycled in the rain n even slid down slides to fall into the puddle of mud below, n then bathe in the mud water! Hahaha that was also epic! :):) 人生怎能没疯过?!
Bathed, n then proceeded to bb's hse, n I did acup for papa! Haha the papa who nvr asked me for opinions before, had leg pain! Upon checking, 水肿! He was real scared, haha n I convinced him tt needles once in a while can definitely help out :D n then mummy's routine dosage for her 正中神经受压, n bb's little 酸 knee (he yelled plenty! unlike brave papa n mama! pui!) 落网之鱼: baobei's korkor! who also got a sprained ankle weeks back, now nt pain but only abit 肿, refused to let me poke. Hehehe u shld haf seen his face when he came home to find all his family members immobilized by my needles :D
Had a superb day :) thanks DaTou for being such a special friend of mine :) paiseh for the cui card, u know I'm always tt lazy :X hehe~ love u loads!
*looking fwd to jb trip w maggot!*
^the Doc^
lemony legs!!!
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
♥ 新起点！
我的人生的正规学习生涯告了一个段落，是另一个旅程的新起点。梦想，它真的成真了！难以形容心中的喜悦。真的即将有一个大诊室（3-8个小的针灸室），有写着我名子的门牌与名片，穿着潇洒的白大褂，正坐在医师的位子上，做我期待了许久的工作，而且还有欣赏我的老师支持、撑腰。
我第一个想告诉的人：张继胜老师。张老师，我的梦想终于实现了，比我想相中还快！真的好想你，好想亲自和你说谢谢，好想像从前那样聊天 :(
这条路，我的这条路，真的好辛苦。无数的挫折，让我在两年余之内流过太多太多的泪水。有些东西，太容易得到，不懂得珍惜，但这次绝对珍惜！这是我努力而得的收成，虽然月薪不高，但我满足了。这样也就够了。
今天，庆祝宝宝和我的五周年@虎豹别墅！谢谢你陪我走过风风雨雨，从没放手过。我们独一无二的爱情，是我毕生的骄傲。你，是我的骄傲。I LOVE U!!!!! <3 <3 <3
^the Doc^
confirmed.
我第一个想告诉的人：张继胜老师。张老师，我的梦想终于实现了，比我想相中还快！真的好想你，好想亲自和你说谢谢，好想像从前那样聊天 :(
这条路，我的这条路，真的好辛苦。无数的挫折，让我在两年余之内流过太多太多的泪水。有些东西，太容易得到，不懂得珍惜，但这次绝对珍惜！这是我努力而得的收成，虽然月薪不高，但我满足了。这样也就够了。
今天，庆祝宝宝和我的五周年@虎豹别墅！谢谢你陪我走过风风雨雨，从没放手过。我们独一无二的爱情，是我毕生的骄傲。你，是我的骄傲。I LOVE U!!!!! <3 <3 <3
^the Doc^
confirmed.
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Thursday, October 13, 2011
♥ To-do-list for post-STRE
After I finish exams n hopefully get the job.. Here are the following things I wanna do!
• make new frameless specs
• go holiday with Bb
• get an eyebrow job
• do my hair w e groupon
• do face mask once a wk
• study really hard for both tcm n western med side
• read-up on 骨伤 n all the anatomy stuff
• do as many 义诊 as I can
• treat myself n my family so tt we become healthier
• appreciate life as it is and dun ask for too much :)
Please, just pass me for all the papers!! :(:(
^the Doc^
ZHQ agreed to consider giving off-days during wkend :):) don't let me disappoint him!!
• make new frameless specs
• go holiday with Bb
• get an eyebrow job
• do my hair w e groupon
• do face mask once a wk
• study really hard for both tcm n western med side
• read-up on 骨伤 n all the anatomy stuff
• do as many 义诊 as I can
• treat myself n my family so tt we become healthier
• appreciate life as it is and dun ask for too much :)
Please, just pass me for all the papers!! :(:(
^the Doc^
ZHQ agreed to consider giving off-days during wkend :):) don't let me disappoint him!!
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
♥ Squashed papaya :(
No more yaya papaya.. Squashed papaya now :(
Y does the rain feel so sorrowful today when I walked back in it? More than half the STREss gone, replaced by a wholesome feeling of Dread :(
All I hope is kuanyin's prediction is true n I can safely pass. If not I can say bye-bye to my little clinic dream alrdy T.T
^the Doc^
being doc no easy :(
Y does the rain feel so sorrowful today when I walked back in it? More than half the STREss gone, replaced by a wholesome feeling of Dread :(
All I hope is kuanyin's prediction is true n I can safely pass. If not I can say bye-bye to my little clinic dream alrdy T.T
^the Doc^
being doc no easy :(
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
♥ Paper One, circle line cui.
Day two of the battle, n I alrdy feel exhausted. Haha I think I'm really getting abit old :( I used to b able to b fine w weird body clock cycles switching to exam clock in 1-2 days, but I couldn't slp till 430am ydae (the usual time I slp these days). Plus circle line freaked me out by stopping at taiseng for >10min cuz of train fault. How suay can? I got out at 8:10 n took cab dwn, just nice 8:30 haha~ not gonna take circle line for exam anymore. Pui. EW n NS line safer.. :D
Exam was "cool" n "easily" (yaya papaya!) hehehe! can't believe some of the older ppl taking w us said "还好，勉强过得去", paper one easiest alrdy say this, cfm cui for 3 n 5. they prob dun really 重视 this exam, or studied v hard for it. Lol. Still, it was a real funny sight seeing so many 老一辈的人 taking exams w little young boys n girls like us! Haha shld take a photo if possible :)
I'm gonna miss my coursemates.. Tml will b the very last time I'm gonna sit in an exam hall like tt w them le. Five long yrs. No more joking arnd, Aish-ing, smacking butt, complaining, gossiping.. Even thou I haf not grown extreme extremely close to any one of them, I know I'll still treasure their friendship :) hope we haf more meet-ups after we all start work, lets not forget each other yea?
^the Doc^
Paper One dwn. By end of tml, it's > half the STREss gone!! Woo~!!!
Exam was "cool" n "easily" (yaya papaya!) hehehe! can't believe some of the older ppl taking w us said "还好，勉强过得去", paper one easiest alrdy say this, cfm cui for 3 n 5. they prob dun really 重视 this exam, or studied v hard for it. Lol. Still, it was a real funny sight seeing so many 老一辈的人 taking exams w little young boys n girls like us! Haha shld take a photo if possible :)
I'm gonna miss my coursemates.. Tml will b the very last time I'm gonna sit in an exam hall like tt w them le. Five long yrs. No more joking arnd, Aish-ing, smacking butt, complaining, gossiping.. Even thou I haf not grown extreme extremely close to any one of them, I know I'll still treasure their friendship :) hope we haf more meet-ups after we all start work, lets not forget each other yea?
^the Doc^
Paper One dwn. By end of tml, it's > half the STREss gone!! Woo~!!!
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
♥ Sharing my thanks~
At the end of this phase of my life, I have a few pple to thank.
Firstly, to my beloved boyfriend Jeffrey, for showing me undying love n support, for sharing with me all the big n little surprises tt life had in stock for me these five yrs, whether good or bad. And for waiting patiently for me to be back by his side for good :) I <3 u many many!
Secondly, to 张继胜老师, for he was the one who truly inspired me to walk down this path, to look beyond the textbook n 学以致用, n also put his unfaltering faith in me. His 碎碎念 rings through my head almost every day, even after we parted a few mths back. I'm immensely thankful tt I met him. 一日为师，终生为徒, whenever there is a chance I will be back to visit him, n hopefully tell him tt his effort on me has not gone down the drain, tt his 口水不是白费的!
Thirdly to mummy, for investing all her love n money on me, for enduring my mood swings n weird habits, n now, for daring to be my guinea pig n promoting me to ur friends! I know I wont disappoint u :) u'll enjoy first class treatment any day, any time!
And then to my coursemates who endured the days with me, to Huang Fang (aka bighead), to Yi-Roe (aka gf), n the rest of the pigs (Jamie, Anna, Kailing, Jo), for all the happy foods n happy outings, on top of happy/boring intern sessions. N even to my ex-hsemates, for at least we had enough fate to share one splendid yr of extreme happenings tog, besides all the other shit u guys put me through in the following yr. At least I can say I've properly grown up now.
To Niki for sharing all the ups n downs in our traumatic little house (haha!), n for imparting me priceless skills to make myself prettier! (despite having to wake up several times to help u open door) hehehe~
To Daryl, for making the very last bit of Beijing life the way it should have been for the entire two yrs, if nt for the fact tt I was broke, homesick, n.....reluctant. U made me leave bj with no regrets! 10Q~
As for now, I shld just slp cuz today (it's past midnight) is my first exam paper n I just couldn't slp -.-" which happens qt often so I'm not surprised. Lol~ I've got a gd feeling for the nxt one wk! So happy!
^the Doc^
11th Oct 2011
Firstly, to my beloved boyfriend Jeffrey, for showing me undying love n support, for sharing with me all the big n little surprises tt life had in stock for me these five yrs, whether good or bad. And for waiting patiently for me to be back by his side for good :) I <3 u many many!
Secondly, to 张继胜老师, for he was the one who truly inspired me to walk down this path, to look beyond the textbook n 学以致用, n also put his unfaltering faith in me. His 碎碎念 rings through my head almost every day, even after we parted a few mths back. I'm immensely thankful tt I met him. 一日为师，终生为徒, whenever there is a chance I will be back to visit him, n hopefully tell him tt his effort on me has not gone down the drain, tt his 口水不是白费的!
Thirdly to mummy, for investing all her love n money on me, for enduring my mood swings n weird habits, n now, for daring to be my guinea pig n promoting me to ur friends! I know I wont disappoint u :) u'll enjoy first class treatment any day, any time!
And then to my coursemates who endured the days with me, to Huang Fang (aka bighead), to Yi-Roe (aka gf), n the rest of the pigs (Jamie, Anna, Kailing, Jo), for all the happy foods n happy outings, on top of happy/boring intern sessions. N even to my ex-hsemates, for at least we had enough fate to share one splendid yr of extreme happenings tog, besides all the other shit u guys put me through in the following yr. At least I can say I've properly grown up now.
To Niki for sharing all the ups n downs in our traumatic little house (haha!), n for imparting me priceless skills to make myself prettier! (despite having to wake up several times to help u open door) hehehe~
To Daryl, for making the very last bit of Beijing life the way it should have been for the entire two yrs, if nt for the fact tt I was broke, homesick, n.....reluctant. U made me leave bj with no regrets! 10Q~
As for now, I shld just slp cuz today (it's past midnight) is my first exam paper n I just couldn't slp -.-" which happens qt often so I'm not surprised. Lol~ I've got a gd feeling for the nxt one wk! So happy!
^the Doc^
11th Oct 2011
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Sunday, October 9, 2011
♥ A *real* Clinic!
Okay this is exclusive firsthand news!! I am REALLY going to be a doc!!! Omg omg omg *hyperventilates* hahaha...
Earlier today, 赵和庆 laoshi called up, he asked if I would b free for dinner on the very last day of stre, ie. coming sun after our papers... He n his wife, a friend of his, Candice n I.. Apparently he is gonna open a clinic in Chinatown n his friend in Ang Mo Kio, n they're gonna choose one each. Is not even a "maybe" thing, it's a "for-sure" thing!! *gasp* even thou I haven't heard ^the terms yet, the offer made my heart thump faster! I'm so happy!! :D :D
Downside --- he said the person following him would hafta work on wkends........
Me: Ok ma, morn till 11am only.
Him: Nope, full days for wkends, rest on Monday.
Me: *speechless*
Him: How? Interested?
Me: I thought ur own clinic open half days on wkends?
Him: Ya mine does. Chinatown busy ma, would expect more crowd on wkends.
Me: Err, the Ang Mo Kio also full days on wkends??
Him: That one I dunno, not my clinic! Haha will be tough, how?
Me: Err, Aiya! Exam over den say! Lol~
Haiz, wkends are my precious moments w Bb! I can't survive w both wkends taken away! No matter how much I may love or hate my job :( I will try to ask for both wkends half day, or one full day one off. The very minimum I can accept is one full day n the other half, rest on other days. I won't gif up my bf for a job, never. Besides, haven discussed terms yet. Salary, commission, off days, cpf, public holidays.. Haha.. Hopefully got 2.3k! The more the better :D :D We'll just see first beh. But but...... Heart very itchy! Really hope the terms r gd enough for me to take it up!
One last day to the start of stre! Just feel v excited :):) I know I'll do well! Go! Go! Go! Woohoo~~~
^the Doc^
may have a Real clinic soon!!!
Earlier today, 赵和庆 laoshi called up, he asked if I would b free for dinner on the very last day of stre, ie. coming sun after our papers... He n his wife, a friend of his, Candice n I.. Apparently he is gonna open a clinic in Chinatown n his friend in Ang Mo Kio, n they're gonna choose one each. Is not even a "maybe" thing, it's a "for-sure" thing!! *gasp* even thou I haven't heard ^the terms yet, the offer made my heart thump faster! I'm so happy!! :D :D
Downside --- he said the person following him would hafta work on wkends........
Me: Ok ma, morn till 11am only.
Him: Nope, full days for wkends, rest on Monday.
Me: *speechless*
Him: How? Interested?
Me: I thought ur own clinic open half days on wkends?
Him: Ya mine does. Chinatown busy ma, would expect more crowd on wkends.
Me: Err, the Ang Mo Kio also full days on wkends??
Him: That one I dunno, not my clinic! Haha will be tough, how?
Me: Err, Aiya! Exam over den say! Lol~
Haiz, wkends are my precious moments w Bb! I can't survive w both wkends taken away! No matter how much I may love or hate my job :( I will try to ask for both wkends half day, or one full day one off. The very minimum I can accept is one full day n the other half, rest on other days. I won't gif up my bf for a job, never. Besides, haven discussed terms yet. Salary, commission, off days, cpf, public holidays.. Haha.. Hopefully got 2.3k! The more the better :D :D We'll just see first beh. But but...... Heart very itchy! Really hope the terms r gd enough for me to take it up!
One last day to the start of stre! Just feel v excited :):) I know I'll do well! Go! Go! Go! Woohoo~~~
^the Doc^
may have a Real clinic soon!!!
Sunday, October 09, 2011
♥ The third apple that changed the world.
I know this may seem silly, but at near 5am in the morning, suddenly I feel extra sad for the loss of steve jobs. He was in no way directly linked to me; yet he was the reason why I'm still blogging away after my blog became stagnant for 1+yr, he was also the reason why I can stay connected to many of my friends thru fb cuz I dislike using my comp, he was also the man whose inventions brought convenience n happiness to many lives cuz of all the apps tt arose because of iPhone. N that was just the iPhone part (cuz I have one, n I'm gonna buy iPhone 4S once I get my first salary), iPad iPod etc made many of my friends exhilarated too.
It's mean of ppl to say "why mourn the death of a businessman? it's none of ur business" cuz he changed our lifestyle in such an extraordinary way. Ppl alrdy forgot what it used to be like without an iPhone. It was only......nokia? Haha... Feels ridiculously far away, those days :)
4S looks really cool to me, nevermind what all the critics may say, n even thou not many improvements were made to iPhone 4, I alrdy loved it as it is, any additions would just be a bonus :) sleek, fast, lovely photos, cool apps! Can't wait to earn my first pay! Yeah!
^the Doc^
Behold the half-eaten apple of steve jobs~
It's mean of ppl to say "why mourn the death of a businessman? it's none of ur business" cuz he changed our lifestyle in such an extraordinary way. Ppl alrdy forgot what it used to be like without an iPhone. It was only......nokia? Haha... Feels ridiculously far away, those days :)
4S looks really cool to me, nevermind what all the critics may say, n even thou not many improvements were made to iPhone 4, I alrdy loved it as it is, any additions would just be a bonus :) sleek, fast, lovely photos, cool apps! Can't wait to earn my first pay! Yeah!
^the Doc^
Behold the half-eaten apple of steve jobs~
Sunday, October 09, 2011
♥ Subconscious STREss
I cannot describe how much I love it when it rains!! <3 <3 <3 haha feel so cleansed n happy :D esp when it rains at night.. Yums!
Temper has been extremely short for the past three or so days.. I dun really feel the stress, but maybe subconsciously I am? I keep realizing what I said n did after I've said n done them.. Although I still find myself justified for feeling tt way, but I shld haf been less harsh. "Exam only wat, big fuck ar?" would b the exact words someone shld tell me in my face. Hahaha.. But I feel tt I cfm can pass alrdy, just trying to increase confidence level now, tts all :)
Poor little baobao kena called up for army thgie, it's now raining n he's stuck in some multi-storey carpark dunno for what.. Haha.. Hope he stays warm n dun fall sick! No fifa for u la! Keep fifa-ing.. U supp to be suffering frm paopei deficiency!! Hmpf*
^the Doc^
going to b a real Doc in...less than one wk's time! woohoo~!!!
Temper has been extremely short for the past three or so days.. I dun really feel the stress, but maybe subconsciously I am? I keep realizing what I said n did after I've said n done them.. Although I still find myself justified for feeling tt way, but I shld haf been less harsh. "Exam only wat, big fuck ar?" would b the exact words someone shld tell me in my face. Hahaha.. But I feel tt I cfm can pass alrdy, just trying to increase confidence level now, tts all :)
Poor little baobao kena called up for army thgie, it's now raining n he's stuck in some multi-storey carpark dunno for what.. Haha.. Hope he stays warm n dun fall sick! No fifa for u la! Keep fifa-ing.. U supp to be suffering frm paopei deficiency!! Hmpf*
^the Doc^
going to b a real Doc in...less than one wk's time! woohoo~!!!
Sunday, October 09, 2011
Friday, October 7, 2011
♥ Im not useless.
My day is screwed up n now I've no mood to study anymore. Why must u always say this kinda thgs n make me feel so useless. Why must I appear like I'm begging u when u could have made it easier? It's not as if it's within my means to do whatever u want at this point in time. Stop looking down on me n up on others, ur attitude fucking pisses me off.
Just leave me alone.
Whatever.
Some bummer who can't make big money in the future anyway --- in your POV.
Just leave me alone.
Whatever.
Some bummer who can't make big money in the future anyway --- in your POV.
Friday, October 07, 2011
♥ Hungry-Gian-What?
Suddenly just feel like blogging down the top ten sg food tt comes to me in the middle of the night (like Now) n makes me drool~ sob sob.. Hungries!
Tonight, in order of gian-ness:
1. 58 mee rebus
2. tiantian chicken rice
3. opp tj fishball noodles
4. xo beehoon
5. ecp wanton mee
6. E.A.T bachormee
7. nie bachormee
8. Lailai wanton mee
9. Power Nasi
10. opp tj duck rice
Okay. I just woke up n feeling happy but hungry :( sianzzz.. 2:40 now, nd to wait 5+ hrs more to mee rebus/ fishball noodles!! Grrr...
^the (hungry) Doc^
Counting down Five Days~
Tonight, in order of gian-ness:
1. 58 mee rebus
2. tiantian chicken rice
3. opp tj fishball noodles
4. xo beehoon
5. ecp wanton mee
6. E.A.T bachormee
7. nie bachormee
8. Lailai wanton mee
9. Power Nasi
10. opp tj duck rice
Okay. I just woke up n feeling happy but hungry :( sianzzz.. 2:40 now, nd to wait 5+ hrs more to mee rebus/ fishball noodles!! Grrr...
^the (hungry) Doc^
Counting down Five Days~
Friday, October 07, 2011
Thursday, October 6, 2011
♥ The one "plain" guy I have :)
I saw this photo on fb earlier today, n it struck a chord in my heart. (shit, been fb-ing so much these days, like avrg 1.5hrs a day! zzz...) ok back to the photo.. It's like recently, cuz of boredom, I've kinda been youtubing mtvs on leehom n other cute guys, n of cos will drool abit, wondering how lucky it would be to haf such a drool-able bf.. Hahaha..
But in reality, will their gfs say the same? With all the paparazzi, his busy schedules, with a million other girls screaming I Love You to him every day, with many of those girls possibly a hundred times prettier than her, all out to steal his heart..... Of course I'm just staging an example, other seemingly attractive men have their own flaws as well.
But thru fate, u meet that one guy who bothers to text/call u everyday, who tells u I Miss You, I Love You, who thinks about u and wonders what u r doing at some point of time each day, who shares w u the little bits n pcs of life tt may seem so mundane, who holds ur hand when ur having cramps or feeling feverish, who helps u out w smartphones when ur not smart enough to handle them, who let u bite/smack them when ur PMS-ing, who plans surprises n presies for u even if they nd not b extremely surprising or expensive, who draws little/big cards with their boyish handwriting n knows u will laugh at his grammatical/spelling errors (ok I'm making this too personal, LOL!).... U get what I mean. Would u really give up this guy? I wouldn't, for the world, simply because, he has become my world :)
No one is perfect, definitely not me. N he chose me, above all other girls, for similar reasons y I chose him. N I'm thankful for tt, n I love life as it is now :D just hope for a gd job, gd health, happy family :):) 人生中最单纯的幸福，这样就好！
^the Doc^
what matters most in life is ur perspective, live to love, n love to live!
But in reality, will their gfs say the same? With all the paparazzi, his busy schedules, with a million other girls screaming I Love You to him every day, with many of those girls possibly a hundred times prettier than her, all out to steal his heart..... Of course I'm just staging an example, other seemingly attractive men have their own flaws as well.
But thru fate, u meet that one guy who bothers to text/call u everyday, who tells u I Miss You, I Love You, who thinks about u and wonders what u r doing at some point of time each day, who shares w u the little bits n pcs of life tt may seem so mundane, who holds ur hand when ur having cramps or feeling feverish, who helps u out w smartphones when ur not smart enough to handle them, who let u bite/smack them when ur PMS-ing, who plans surprises n presies for u even if they nd not b extremely surprising or expensive, who draws little/big cards with their boyish handwriting n knows u will laugh at his grammatical/spelling errors (ok I'm making this too personal, LOL!).... U get what I mean. Would u really give up this guy? I wouldn't, for the world, simply because, he has become my world :)
No one is perfect, definitely not me. N he chose me, above all other girls, for similar reasons y I chose him. N I'm thankful for tt, n I love life as it is now :D just hope for a gd job, gd health, happy family :):) 人生中最单纯的幸福，这样就好！
^the Doc^
what matters most in life is ur perspective, live to love, n love to live!
Thursday, October 06, 2011
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
♥ 太美的回忆像副手铐
＂散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
我宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉就好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕 我比你明了＂
﹣倪安东
Omg he is like so Freaking 帅. I'm sure every girl who watches the MTV totally *shakes head* at y she wanna 散场的拥抱 w him over that guy!! Totally jealous!! Hehe.. But he acts really well....esp all the sad n crying scenes....alot of effort :):)
太美的回忆像副手铐..... My fav line out of the whole song :) 或许很多人不敢放胆去爱，不但是因为怕分手时太心碎，而也是怕创造太美的回忆，散场后还经常回味，放不开，走不了人生的下一步，回忆像副手铐，紧紧，紧紧地缠绕.......
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Mock exam 3 for me today! Happy.. First time paper three got >80! it's like a boost of confidence for me :) frm mock 1 (fail) -> mock 2 (71), it's like the only right thg tt happened today. Cuz nthg else went right :( shall nt blog abt all the sian stuff... Just hope this day ends nicely!
^the Doc^
C'mon stre, I'm ready to tackle u!
P.S.
Ain't hotdog cute?? :D :D
我宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉就好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕 我比你明了＂
﹣倪安东
Omg he is like so Freaking 帅. I'm sure every girl who watches the MTV totally *shakes head* at y she wanna 散场的拥抱 w him over that guy!! Totally jealous!! Hehe.. But he acts really well....esp all the sad n crying scenes....alot of effort :):)
太美的回忆像副手铐..... My fav line out of the whole song :) 或许很多人不敢放胆去爱，不但是因为怕分手时太心碎，而也是怕创造太美的回忆，散场后还经常回味，放不开，走不了人生的下一步，回忆像副手铐，紧紧，紧紧地缠绕.......
.
Mock exam 3 for me today! Happy.. First time paper three got >80! it's like a boost of confidence for me :) frm mock 1 (fail) -> mock 2 (71), it's like the only right thg tt happened today. Cuz nthg else went right :( shall nt blog abt all the sian stuff... Just hope this day ends nicely!
^the Doc^
C'mon stre, I'm ready to tackle u!
P.S.
Ain't hotdog cute?? :D :D
Wednesday, October 05, 2011
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
♥ First step in our life together!
:) today, as we walked by jewellery shops in tm, Bb n I actually went in n asked abt proposal rings n wedding rings! Bleh. I also dunno y I suddenly okay w looking w him, y suddenly got mood n even took up some of the pretty ones n tried them on... !!!!!!!!!
It's gonna b a reality soon! Omg. Haha.. Getting married....the first out of many many steps in our life together! Really excited abt this, I'm sure we'll be able to create a happy n comfortable family in years to come, totally looking forward to that! Haha I cannot understand y some of my frens would put relationships aside for issues like study n work; this is about ur life n happiness! There's nthg more impt than this! Miss the chance, n u can have all the wealth n fame u want, but have them just to urself, with no one to share the joy with. What kinda joy is that?
As days to stre are counting down, I find myself all relaxed n happy; it's all gonna b over soon! The finale to these five life-changing years! N I'm prepared to take it, the sooner the better! Sure hope I pick good qns! Nd not b v easy, but shld b qns I've studied for :):)
^the Doc^
a fortnight to freedom!
It's gonna b a reality soon! Omg. Haha.. Getting married....the first out of many many steps in our life together! Really excited abt this, I'm sure we'll be able to create a happy n comfortable family in years to come, totally looking forward to that! Haha I cannot understand y some of my frens would put relationships aside for issues like study n work; this is about ur life n happiness! There's nthg more impt than this! Miss the chance, n u can have all the wealth n fame u want, but have them just to urself, with no one to share the joy with. What kinda joy is that?
As days to stre are counting down, I find myself all relaxed n happy; it's all gonna b over soon! The finale to these five life-changing years! N I'm prepared to take it, the sooner the better! Sure hope I pick good qns! Nd not b v easy, but shld b qns I've studied for :):)
^the Doc^
a fortnight to freedom!
Tuesday, October 04, 2011
Sunday, October 2, 2011
♥ Rain n Shine~
Simply love it when it rains... Calms my senses down, brings fresh cold air to me, no matter sleep or study will be much enhanced n productive! Love it when the thunder rumbles, the lightning flashes, the pitter patter of raindrops, sometimes on my face too if I leave^the window ajar, the lovely cool breeze, n the cleansed air n surroundings afterward! One of the many reasons I won't leave sg for any other place for good :):)
Celebrated the OLD children's day today w Bb! Flied our sotong n new eagie at pasir ris park! Plus the wooden aeroplane he bought frm san deigo! Haha stpd aeroplane, likes to somersault n attack the person who threw it! The harder u throw the harder it whacks u! Super funny! Caught it on video :):) stay tuned! Oh oh! N we shot koi's bubbles at each other! Hahaha.. Damn funny, scream n run arnd in the park :):) really felt like happy young kids once again! Yeah! N walked in the mangrove for a while when it drizzled (I remembered names for the mangroves! got brugeria, avicennia, rhizophora n one more! cheers to my geog knowledge!) but most of the day it was hot n sunny! Great weather! But no wind.....stpd wind came only after we packed our kites to leave! Pui Pui. Oh oh! N we slid down a green slope! Haha Bb hum, hold on to the side n use leg to stop!! Hehehe I went all the way! Zoooooom!!!
Glad I left hse for a fun aftn! Makes me happier n more refreshed when studying too! Yeah!
^the Doc^
it's gonna rain soon again!!
Celebrated the OLD children's day today w Bb! Flied our sotong n new eagie at pasir ris park! Plus the wooden aeroplane he bought frm san deigo! Haha stpd aeroplane, likes to somersault n attack the person who threw it! The harder u throw the harder it whacks u! Super funny! Caught it on video :):) stay tuned! Oh oh! N we shot koi's bubbles at each other! Hahaha.. Damn funny, scream n run arnd in the park :):) really felt like happy young kids once again! Yeah! N walked in the mangrove for a while when it drizzled (I remembered names for the mangroves! got brugeria, avicennia, rhizophora n one more! cheers to my geog knowledge!) but most of the day it was hot n sunny! Great weather! But no wind.....stpd wind came only after we packed our kites to leave! Pui Pui. Oh oh! N we slid down a green slope! Haha Bb hum, hold on to the side n use leg to stop!! Hehehe I went all the way! Zoooooom!!!
Glad I left hse for a fun aftn! Makes me happier n more refreshed when studying too! Yeah!
^the Doc^
it's gonna rain soon again!!
Sunday, October 02, 2011
Saturday, October 1, 2011
♥ Our 5th 儿童节!
Happy children's day to all! To me, 1st Oct will always be children's day, a day when we put down all the "adults' troubles" n laugh like a kid once again :):) therefore, I've decided to put stre aside for half a day n go have some fun w Bb! I've a fun plan in mind! Hopefully won't rain tml >.< for once I'm wishing it's sunny, haha cuz studying at home I rather it rains day n night! Yeah!
Ah-choo ah-choo! Dammit. I nd to turn my body clock back to near normal soon. My body cmi liao T.T either tt, or I nd to get more herbs. Zzz.....
^the Doc^
~mug.mug.mug~
Ah-choo ah-choo! Dammit. I nd to turn my body clock back to near normal soon. My body cmi liao T.T either tt, or I nd to get more herbs. Zzz.....
^the Doc^
~mug.mug.mug~
Saturday, October 01, 2011
