Sunday, July 5, 2009
♥ angry
i dont want all these to be happening.
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i'm currently feeling disappointed in YOU.
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its such a special day to us, why cant u appear slightly more interested?
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at least if you couldnt come up w an idea urself, you could have be more enthusiastic in mine.
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i dont want to talk to you right now.
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maybe not even tomorrow.
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if you're feeling tired about all these, let me know, i'll let it drop. forget abt all these childish gestures, all these lame events. dont try to appear interested and then get bored abt it. if you cant be bothered, tell me. i dont know what my reaction will be, probably "you've changed! u suck!" but at least i wont expect you to try so hard next time. at least when expectations are low, i wont feel so disappointed when the time comes. you should know what i mean.
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i know you DO try alot of times. but... this is one of the few events left before i leave. i had hoped it would be really memorable.
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leave me alone for now. i need to think.
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^the Queen^
will our 999 be memorable... in a different way?
Sunday, July 05, 2009
