Monday, December 1, 2008
♥ list of friends
"Best Friends lie For each other.
They do not lie To each other."
lol this quote i cant forget while watchin "Chuck", the recent hot drama series... i recommend pple to watch that! haha its funny, light-hearted, and got alot of hot babes in action! haha~ baobei's fav...
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talkin abt best friends, i dun really have alot of close friends up till now. perhaps my one and only best friend in the past is(was) shinwei... back in the good old sec sch days... and close to being called best friends would include (in chronological order generally)
cheryl (i miss u! n chewy too... sigh),
maris (come back n visit us!!),
vanessa (everything seemed hilarious with u arnd),
weeboon (rem all the sakae sushi n good food?),
yuan rong (where are all the mj sessions man... haha~),
keeka (long hrs of tcm and gossipin brightened up my uni life!),
yiroe (dont be surprised to see urself listed, haha i always felt that i share a bball bond w ya~)
jingsian? (so far we've spent some fun time talking. maybe we can be better friends yet)
and of course,
baobei. the one and only bestest friend of mine, knowing me, loving me, taking care of me and my moods.
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i dont trust pple easily, and i dont make friends easily too (except in camps... lol). i tend to be viewed as aloof, uncaring, unfriendly, etc etc. i dont really care what others think abt me. but i do care what those pple i care for, think abt me. haha get it? lol. i tend to put alot of emotions into my existing friendships, n so i avoid close friendship to avoid the trouble that is involved with them. stingy, u can call me that. but after 20+ years of living, i realise that time is so limited, u juz gotta spend them wisely, on things and pple worth spending on, and u gotta choose what are those things/activities, and who exactly are those pple. that, in a sense, made me a little cold-blooded.
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yet. reading dachangjin (baobei jus changed com, i cant figure out how to type in chinese on his com!) made me realise a few impt things. the selflessness of a doctor.
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being so self-centred for so many years, ive always admired (and laughed at) those who sorta sacrificed themselves, their time, their effort, whatever it is, to help and save the lives of others. i always think that the individual is the most important. save yourself, make urself happy. only then, u are able to make someone else happy. i still believe in this though, but im gradually thinkin of others, and how can i possibly help them when i attain the ability to help them next time. how can i?
.
maybe, just maybe, i can charge patients at $10-$15 a visit for medical advice, but they will have to purchase the herbs elsewhere, like a medical shop next door?
or maybe my friends and i would sooner or later achieve the influence on Singapore to recognise TCM and eventually help more pple thru that?
or maybe we can make chinese medicine knowledge more available to everyone (like incorporating basics into education?) so that they can take better care of themselves?
or maybe, maybe, maybe... we, as current tcm students, ought to do our part by studyin well in the first place. with this achieved, then the "maybe's" can come true. yet.. how hard it is to study hard! haha not juz for the exams, but for future reference. in dachangjin, little changjin at the age of 13 can recite famous phrases from quoted books (YES, just like what our china teachers always do), and ju3yi1fan3san1. how i wish i have the intelligence and memory power like that. i wish too, tt i have more determination.
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its no good juz wishing thou. i've been a lazy girl this hols. haha today. i slept till 8pm. 8PM! omg. n i only woke up frm 3pm-4.30pm for a delayed lunch. hahahahah SHOIK.
bleah. bad girl.
im gonna implement a system startin tml. if this bad behavior continues, im gonna donate $2 to our holiday fund everyday. sigh.
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.
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^the Queen^
is disappointed at her fat little boy who is obsessed with his stupid ARSENAL. pui.
They do not lie To each other."
lol this quote i cant forget while watchin "Chuck", the recent hot drama series... i recommend pple to watch that! haha its funny, light-hearted, and got alot of hot babes in action! haha~ baobei's fav...
.
talkin abt best friends, i dun really have alot of close friends up till now. perhaps my one and only best friend in the past is(was) shinwei... back in the good old sec sch days... and close to being called best friends would include (in chronological order generally)
cheryl (i miss u! n chewy too... sigh),
maris (come back n visit us!!),
vanessa (everything seemed hilarious with u arnd),
weeboon (rem all the sakae sushi n good food?),
yuan rong (where are all the mj sessions man... haha~),
keeka (long hrs of tcm and gossipin brightened up my uni life!),
yiroe (dont be surprised to see urself listed, haha i always felt that i share a bball bond w ya~)
jingsian? (so far we've spent some fun time talking. maybe we can be better friends yet)
and of course,
baobei. the one and only bestest friend of mine, knowing me, loving me, taking care of me and my moods.
.
i dont trust pple easily, and i dont make friends easily too (except in camps... lol). i tend to be viewed as aloof, uncaring, unfriendly, etc etc. i dont really care what others think abt me. but i do care what those pple i care for, think abt me. haha get it? lol. i tend to put alot of emotions into my existing friendships, n so i avoid close friendship to avoid the trouble that is involved with them. stingy, u can call me that. but after 20+ years of living, i realise that time is so limited, u juz gotta spend them wisely, on things and pple worth spending on, and u gotta choose what are those things/activities, and who exactly are those pple. that, in a sense, made me a little cold-blooded.
.
yet. reading dachangjin (baobei jus changed com, i cant figure out how to type in chinese on his com!) made me realise a few impt things. the selflessness of a doctor.
.
.
being so self-centred for so many years, ive always admired (and laughed at) those who sorta sacrificed themselves, their time, their effort, whatever it is, to help and save the lives of others. i always think that the individual is the most important. save yourself, make urself happy. only then, u are able to make someone else happy. i still believe in this though, but im gradually thinkin of others, and how can i possibly help them when i attain the ability to help them next time. how can i?
.
maybe, just maybe, i can charge patients at $10-$15 a visit for medical advice, but they will have to purchase the herbs elsewhere, like a medical shop next door?
or maybe my friends and i would sooner or later achieve the influence on Singapore to recognise TCM and eventually help more pple thru that?
or maybe we can make chinese medicine knowledge more available to everyone (like incorporating basics into education?) so that they can take better care of themselves?
or maybe, maybe, maybe... we, as current tcm students, ought to do our part by studyin well in the first place. with this achieved, then the "maybe's" can come true. yet.. how hard it is to study hard! haha not juz for the exams, but for future reference. in dachangjin, little changjin at the age of 13 can recite famous phrases from quoted books (YES, just like what our china teachers always do), and ju3yi1fan3san1. how i wish i have the intelligence and memory power like that. i wish too, tt i have more determination.
.
its no good juz wishing thou. i've been a lazy girl this hols. haha today. i slept till 8pm. 8PM! omg. n i only woke up frm 3pm-4.30pm for a delayed lunch. hahahahah SHOIK.
bleah. bad girl.
im gonna implement a system startin tml. if this bad behavior continues, im gonna donate $2 to our holiday fund everyday. sigh.
.
.
.
^the Queen^
is disappointed at her fat little boy who is obsessed with his stupid ARSENAL. pui.
Monday, December 01, 2008
