Monday, October 6, 2008
♥ a whole new ME!
ok... today's monday, oct 6th
hopefully this will be a memorable day for me.
why?
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it's probably because im finally feeling sick.
sick of feelin sick.
means ive been feelin unwell for the past, well.. two or so years. how am i suppose to TREAT patients in the future, giving them health tips if I am, myself, unable to follow them??! so ironic.
maybe its my roomie influencing me. haha thanks eh, jingsian~ she has been tryin to make me healthier by pasting some newspaper cutting near my bed, tryin to make me see how far my lifestyle has deviated frm the supposed healthy 养生 im supposed to be all too familiar with. yes, maybe i haven grown old enough to realise what kinda impacts my current lifestyle is gonna give me once im old enough to think abt death and ailments. but then again, im plagued with problems now that are probably brought abt by sleepin mostly in the aftn/evening, and staying awake until 3-6am. horrible ain't it? now my muscles give me a constant ache, my jaw wont open properly, i feel grouchy n PMS nearly half a month each month, as well as certain probs i'd rather keep to myself.
ive had enough.
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if waking at 0800 + eating a proper breakfast + having fruits during lunch and dinner + doing homework btw 7-10 + no suppers at all + sleeping at 1030
can GUARANTEE
most of my probs are gonna fade away by the end of 2008, im f***ing gonna give it a try.
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so if ur seeing this, and for the next few days (or, next few months) u see me online (fb, msn, whatever) at 11pm, just *SLAP ME* on my wall etc, wont you?
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^the Queen^
is serious this time round, she thinks.
and this is posted at 0705AM, on a bright n lovely monday morning. oh dammit. she hasnt slept a wink since she woke up at 1200AM. so so so screwed up.
Monday, October 06, 2008
