Wednesday, October 8, 2008
♥ basketball again?
i'll be joinin this yr's street challenge!
haha final year alrdy must try everything.. kind of a regret tt nvr join for the past two years. sigh. anyways i LOVE our team name!
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Crazy Chicks~
how does that sound?! haha so cute right... anyways im joining w yiroe, shuling n angela. i think we got chance! haha but to win champ not v likely la, we'll prob die of fatigue halfway there. sigh. talkin abt that, recently i have "the" weird feelin again. haha that feelin was gone since like.. sec 2?
the feelin tt i simply love bball~ love it for that feelin of connection w ppl im playin with. love it for the feelin of scoring and playing just for the love of it, n not to just win matches, not to play for someone or some purpose. recently, there's one more feelin. the feelin of achievement when freshies actually start to get the "feel" of the game thru my (ahem!) dedicated coaching! haha... i really feel v happy when i see them improve training by training, or even in only one training alone. hmmm. its like tuition isnt it? i like to pass knowledge/skills/information to those who are interested to find out more. n in turn they make me feel like ive grown, n ive been a much more useful person :) haha its all abt "feelins".
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sometimes i regret takin up basketball. its like when u feel so unaccomplished, so music-idiot (esp when u listen to those ppl singing so beautifully, or dance those impossible steps, or play piano like they know all the keys and whatever 豆芽 aka notes by heart..), i always wondered if it were a right choice to take it up. i know i would have loved it too if i can dance or sing beautifully.. haha.. i love hiphop!! sigh. too late.
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but there are times, thou less often nowadays, i sat at my front door at home, n i think of the wonderful game(s) i played that day, that wonderful sense of bonding w my team players, n those flawless passes, shots, layups, sundays, defence etc etc. (awww... i miss u maggot... i miss those days...) i totally relished those moments. n i still feel it w sbs pple :) less for hall thou, the 默契 not there yet. but this year, i have a good feelin abt it. haha hopefully we can get into the finals!! yay~
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im lookin forward to every thur! thurs bball trainin n this yr plenty of ppl r interested to come down for trng! disappointed in seniors, as usual. why cant they feel the passion for the game at all? i dont understand. but im numb alrdy. i can only put my hopes in my freshies. n i have faith in them. n friday we have no lessons! double-O-yeah! ahaha~ (i learnt that phrase in a book) PLUS PLUS sat no intern at 同济! yes la!
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but. i cannot explain this little empty hole inside me. i feel it since two weeks ago or so. its like, no matter how much i laugh or joke, there's a little bit of sadness hidden within reach. feelin helpless, feelin annoyed, feelin frustrated tt i can do nthg abt it. i dont even know exactly wads wrong man. i hope it goes away soon :(
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either that, or just give me more homework for me to bury myself in so tt i forget all of these. its so easy to take the easier way out.
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^the Queen^
is feelin less like a Queen,
and more of a little girl today, tonight.
why do little girls FEEL so much?! argh.
haha final year alrdy must try everything.. kind of a regret tt nvr join for the past two years. sigh. anyways i LOVE our team name!
.
Crazy Chicks~
how does that sound?! haha so cute right... anyways im joining w yiroe, shuling n angela. i think we got chance! haha but to win champ not v likely la, we'll prob die of fatigue halfway there. sigh. talkin abt that, recently i have "the" weird feelin again. haha that feelin was gone since like.. sec 2?
the feelin tt i simply love bball~ love it for that feelin of connection w ppl im playin with. love it for the feelin of scoring and playing just for the love of it, n not to just win matches, not to play for someone or some purpose. recently, there's one more feelin. the feelin of achievement when freshies actually start to get the "feel" of the game thru my (ahem!) dedicated coaching! haha... i really feel v happy when i see them improve training by training, or even in only one training alone. hmmm. its like tuition isnt it? i like to pass knowledge/skills/information to those who are interested to find out more. n in turn they make me feel like ive grown, n ive been a much more useful person :) haha its all abt "feelins".
.
.
.
sometimes i regret takin up basketball. its like when u feel so unaccomplished, so music-idiot (esp when u listen to those ppl singing so beautifully, or dance those impossible steps, or play piano like they know all the keys and whatever 豆芽 aka notes by heart..), i always wondered if it were a right choice to take it up. i know i would have loved it too if i can dance or sing beautifully.. haha.. i love hiphop!! sigh. too late.
.
but there are times, thou less often nowadays, i sat at my front door at home, n i think of the wonderful game(s) i played that day, that wonderful sense of bonding w my team players, n those flawless passes, shots, layups, sundays, defence etc etc. (awww... i miss u maggot... i miss those days...) i totally relished those moments. n i still feel it w sbs pple :) less for hall thou, the 默契 not there yet. but this year, i have a good feelin abt it. haha hopefully we can get into the finals!! yay~
.
.
im lookin forward to every thur! thurs bball trainin n this yr plenty of ppl r interested to come down for trng! disappointed in seniors, as usual. why cant they feel the passion for the game at all? i dont understand. but im numb alrdy. i can only put my hopes in my freshies. n i have faith in them. n friday we have no lessons! double-O-yeah! ahaha~ (i learnt that phrase in a book) PLUS PLUS sat no intern at 同济! yes la!
.
.
but. i cannot explain this little empty hole inside me. i feel it since two weeks ago or so. its like, no matter how much i laugh or joke, there's a little bit of sadness hidden within reach. feelin helpless, feelin annoyed, feelin frustrated tt i can do nthg abt it. i dont even know exactly wads wrong man. i hope it goes away soon :(
.
either that, or just give me more homework for me to bury myself in so tt i forget all of these. its so easy to take the easier way out.
.
.
.
^the Queen^
is feelin less like a Queen,
and more of a little girl today, tonight.
why do little girls FEEL so much?! argh.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
