Tuesday, July 27, 2010
♥ the beautiful truth.
i juz wanna say thank you.
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for letting me see who you are. for letting me understand that ive wrongly understood your friendships all these while. u could have screamed at me when anything wrong first happened. now every thing happens, n i still dun get the crucial problem? but guess what. right now i dun fucking care what u think anymore. juz get me the hell outta here. it would have been the best if we could tolerate each other juz a few more months but ta-da, u decided to play with me. sure. i'll play w u guys too. its juz that its so fucking sudden and u dont fucking discuss things w me so i can juz wish u good luck, have fun, and dont miss me yea?
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i have a bunch of lovely friends n i dont lack any of u at all. haha. i guess this was obvious since ages ago. but its not juz u tolerating me, its totally vice versa. n i juz dont wanna talk abt it anymore since its totally meaningless now.
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all i wanna say is, i'll prob thank u still. for letting me see the true side of you. and for making me stronger, which i definitely will, at the end of all these.
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^The Queen^
is glad to have her pigs, her gf, n por por! :) true friends stay together in need. i love u guys~
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for letting me see who you are. for letting me understand that ive wrongly understood your friendships all these while. u could have screamed at me when anything wrong first happened. now every thing happens, n i still dun get the crucial problem? but guess what. right now i dun fucking care what u think anymore. juz get me the hell outta here. it would have been the best if we could tolerate each other juz a few more months but ta-da, u decided to play with me. sure. i'll play w u guys too. its juz that its so fucking sudden and u dont fucking discuss things w me so i can juz wish u good luck, have fun, and dont miss me yea?
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i have a bunch of lovely friends n i dont lack any of u at all. haha. i guess this was obvious since ages ago. but its not juz u tolerating me, its totally vice versa. n i juz dont wanna talk abt it anymore since its totally meaningless now.
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all i wanna say is, i'll prob thank u still. for letting me see the true side of you. and for making me stronger, which i definitely will, at the end of all these.
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^The Queen^
is glad to have her pigs, her gf, n por por! :) true friends stay together in need. i love u guys~
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Sunday, July 4, 2010
♥ world cup fever
been long since i last blogged. really too busy with alot of things. but today, and the past few days, alot of thots ran thru my head. and not necessary tcm things. its the usual emo days b4 a major exam i guess. hmmm...
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watched world cup~ haha finali learnt how to appreciate it this round. but maybe im better off not watchin it. for the past 7 or so matches i watched, ALL the teams i supported were out. let me list them, but not in order. argentina, usa, ghana, portugal, italy, brazil, england... walao. really very sad over some of the matches. not tt im especially interested in a particular team but sometimes u see the team tt more deserved to win, lose instead. well. that feeling sucks. like the ghana vs uraguay one. hand ball, red card, den g.yan miss the penalty! n then eventually ghana lost thru penalty. so suay. feel so ke xi for africa. im actually beginning to like the way they play. wells... and ronaldo. so sad tt match he was so marked down tt he nvr really get to touch the ball at all. n messi... 4-0. what had him been doing?! haiz. dunno la. juz v depressed each time i watch a losing match. i nearly cried for the matches italy, england, and usa got kicked out. haha. emo.
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i better not support the teams anymore.. haha so jinx!! pui. ronaldo really v cute hor? hehe.. his smile really v sunshine. but i agree tt he's kinda living in the past. he's prob not as good as before le, but he still wanna show off... kinda sad. but his teammates also not gd one leh. haiz. nvr support him... its no wonder he try to do everything himself instead. hmmm. n torres! hehe i wan torres jersey! *hint hint to gf!!*
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ok la. back to copying the stpd xi nei bing li. abt the very nice inner mongolia guy. LOL.
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is all the effort gg to pay off? when im furiously copying and revising on sats n suns and every evening after i get home. does it make a difference to my future at all? or maybe im gg to grow a tumour someday and die v soon. if tt really happens to me.... pui. ok i shall stop reading P.S. I love you. haha its contributing to my emo-ness. stpd baobei. u better stay healthy n dun burden me! hehehe... huggg...
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^the Queen^
is a little tired.
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watched world cup~ haha finali learnt how to appreciate it this round. but maybe im better off not watchin it. for the past 7 or so matches i watched, ALL the teams i supported were out. let me list them, but not in order. argentina, usa, ghana, portugal, italy, brazil, england... walao. really very sad over some of the matches. not tt im especially interested in a particular team but sometimes u see the team tt more deserved to win, lose instead. well. that feeling sucks. like the ghana vs uraguay one. hand ball, red card, den g.yan miss the penalty! n then eventually ghana lost thru penalty. so suay. feel so ke xi for africa. im actually beginning to like the way they play. wells... and ronaldo. so sad tt match he was so marked down tt he nvr really get to touch the ball at all. n messi... 4-0. what had him been doing?! haiz. dunno la. juz v depressed each time i watch a losing match. i nearly cried for the matches italy, england, and usa got kicked out. haha. emo.
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i better not support the teams anymore.. haha so jinx!! pui. ronaldo really v cute hor? hehe.. his smile really v sunshine. but i agree tt he's kinda living in the past. he's prob not as good as before le, but he still wanna show off... kinda sad. but his teammates also not gd one leh. haiz. nvr support him... its no wonder he try to do everything himself instead. hmmm. n torres! hehe i wan torres jersey! *hint hint to gf!!*
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ok la. back to copying the stpd xi nei bing li. abt the very nice inner mongolia guy. LOL.
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is all the effort gg to pay off? when im furiously copying and revising on sats n suns and every evening after i get home. does it make a difference to my future at all? or maybe im gg to grow a tumour someday and die v soon. if tt really happens to me.... pui. ok i shall stop reading P.S. I love you. haha its contributing to my emo-ness. stpd baobei. u better stay healthy n dun burden me! hehehe... huggg...
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^the Queen^
is a little tired.
Sunday, July 04, 2010
