Thursday, April 23, 2009
three am in the morning before my last paper. n i came online to lament about how SIAN i am of studying. GRRR. i am seriously feelin scared tt my second upper is gonna run away frm me...
-___________-
pls pls pls let me keep it.
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i also dunno why im hating exams so much nowadays.
last time i used to like exams, the peace of studying long hours at my own leisure, sleep n wake whenever i want. after exams, usually back to having tiring trainings, n everyone (at home) is not so accomodating anymore. haha. i remember dreading the end of exams.
now?
I CANT WAIT FOR PATHO TO END.
the difference? prob cuz i got baobei now, i got smthg to look forward to after exams. haha my next two wks r gonna be hectic. i dun think i planned any of the days to seriously nua in bed. lol~
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ive been a mean pig to baobei.
haha~ makin him dapao for me, tryin to force him to "sit there n do nthg", stoppin him frm playin dota, heh heh~ this is the last time im doing this! no more once i go beijing... haha... u prob will miss me nagging u... *hugs*
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haiz... sometimes when i imagine the day when im leaving, i just couldn picture it. saying goodbye to baobei, to mummy, will prob be the hardest thing. n then leaving them, going thru the gate, n be seperated by a glass door, n having to stay inside that glass container for the next few hrs before taking the flight n really be gone.
i hope i wont freak pple out at the airport if i cry too much.
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enough of the "future" for now, time to sleep for the patho "shock" tml.. haha...
-halleluja- (did i get the spellin correct?!)
-ambitabha-
-pls dun make this last paper horrible for me-
.
^the Queen^
seriously needs divine intervention this semester...
-___________-
pls pls pls let me keep it.
.
.
.
i also dunno why im hating exams so much nowadays.
last time i used to like exams, the peace of studying long hours at my own leisure, sleep n wake whenever i want. after exams, usually back to having tiring trainings, n everyone (at home) is not so accomodating anymore. haha. i remember dreading the end of exams.
now?
I CANT WAIT FOR PATHO TO END.
the difference? prob cuz i got baobei now, i got smthg to look forward to after exams. haha my next two wks r gonna be hectic. i dun think i planned any of the days to seriously nua in bed. lol~
.
.
ive been a mean pig to baobei.
haha~ makin him dapao for me, tryin to force him to "sit there n do nthg", stoppin him frm playin dota, heh heh~ this is the last time im doing this! no more once i go beijing... haha... u prob will miss me nagging u... *hugs*
.
haiz... sometimes when i imagine the day when im leaving, i just couldn picture it. saying goodbye to baobei, to mummy, will prob be the hardest thing. n then leaving them, going thru the gate, n be seperated by a glass door, n having to stay inside that glass container for the next few hrs before taking the flight n really be gone.
i hope i wont freak pple out at the airport if i cry too much.
.
.
.
enough of the "future" for now, time to sleep for the patho "shock" tml.. haha...
-halleluja- (did i get the spellin correct?!)
-ambitabha-
-pls dun make this last paper horrible for me-
.
^the Queen^
seriously needs divine intervention this semester...
Thursday, April 23, 2009
